I think I have to weigh myself every day. it keeps me on track. And helps me know if what I did the day before is helping and is something I should keep doing or is hurting and is something I should stop. I used to make daily weight goals for myself and would get mad at myself if I didn't meet them. I've realized that was stupid. Now I just have a piece of paper taped to my closet that I keep track of my weight on. It fluctuates, but as long as there is a downward trend, which there has been lately, I'm happy.
I'm somewhere between 5'5" and 5'6". I've never quite made it to 5'6", although sometimes I say I am, and I'd really like to be. We're so much the same, Adeon. It's exciting.
Today is a most wonderful day. I don't have class because its Registration Day. Talking to my boyfriend this morning he suggested I take the day off from studying, and do some planning for the trip we're taking at the end of August, which I haven't had time to do yet. Normally, I would have said no, of course I'm going to study. Surprisingly, today, so far I've taken him up on that idea. I study really hard, and I don't have any tests coming up, and I have all weekend to study, and I don't often take a lot of time for myself. The result has been a day where I don't feel stressed or worried about anything, and most amazingly, not guilty for not studying. This morning I went to the Health Center on campus and spent 2 hours with the chiropractor for the sharp, burning pain I was having in my back last night. It's been getting progressively worse for a few months now. Normally, I'm one to ignore pain, and just try to deal with it, thinking that either it will get better, or that I deserve it (not a good thought, I know, I'm working on stopping those negative thoughts). Anyway, it was so bad that I finally decided I needed to do something about it. She wasn't able to make it feel a lot better right away, but she put a lot of effort in, and I'm going back in a week, and I felt good when I left knowing that the pain might possibly go away eventually. Then I went and registered for next trimester. Then came home, ate lunch, planned a little for the trip, did the dishes, and then went to the gym. I finally did the entire workout I had planned. I've been leaving early a lot lately. But not today. And I felt so exhausted and happy that I had done it, and like it was really going to make me a better, faster runner. Then I came home and took a nap! I never do that. But I was so tired because I couldn't sleep last night because of my back. Oh, it was wonderful. Now I've been on the computer for a while. I'm going to start dinner when I'm done writing this. If I just keep today going the way it has been, that will be 3 successful days in a row. Go me! Trops, normally I'm in bed by 11 at the latest. I was only up late last night because I knew I didn't have class today. But you think about 4 hours before I go to bed is a good time to stop eating?
Food today:
Breakfast: pancakes made with wheat flour, wheat germ, corn meal topped with strawberry yogurt and sliced peaches ( I love to cook when I have the time). they were delicious!
Lunch: turkey burger topped with cheddar cheese, avacado, tomato, sauteed onion without a bun, and a small salad with carrots, orange pepper, and cucumber with ginger-sesame dressing
Dinner (will be): baked haddock topped with lots of garlic and some chopped veggies plus lemon and olive oil with brown rice, and probably a steamed veggie of whatever I decide at the time. I like to pile the fish high with the topping so it spills off, and I can mix it with my rice.
Snack: I'll have a little yogurt, and cherry juice now while I wait for the fish to cook. And then no eating after 7!
Exercise:
10 minutes elliptical
10 minutes bike
4 minutes running at 6.8 mph alternating with 4 minutes walking, 3 times
An Ab workout I have that I tore out of some fitness magazine.
I know this is already a long post, and I'm impressed if you guys are still reading it, but I have one more thing to say. I'm wondering if the reason the weight seems to be coming off quickly the past few days is because I spent those 2 weeks eating so much that I really raised my metabolism, and that maybe it was actually a good thing. But I'm also wondering if because I'm back to where I was stalled before, if i will continue to lose weight, or if it will stall again. I guess I'll just have to see.
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