No more fat myoozishun...

Myoozishun

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So here starts my diary. I am trying to make myself accountable for my food choices and exercising, so what better way than to put it out there for the world to see! :hat:

Moi: I'll be 36 this year. I have a wonderful 7 y.o. daughter and fab husband, 2 dogs and a cat. Over the last 10 years I have put on probably 30 lbs. I'm 5'4" and weigh probably 165. I don't know for sure, as I have always been allergic to scales. I wear a size US 10/12. I guess at some point I'll actually have to get on a scale to monitor the weight loss, eh??
In the last three years I've had lots of orthopedic problems- knee surgery in 2007 followed by 6 weeks of PT. Sciatica and pinched nerves in neck and shoulders. The knee never really went back to normal, but got better because we were able to join a gym. I actually went and did pretty well. I didn't lose a bunch of weight because I didn't change my eating habits, but I felt strong. In the past year, the gym membership waned, we rehabbed our house, moved 700 miles from home and my mother was dxed with a terminal illness. Consequently, my muscles turned to mush and I developed plantar fasciitis, as well as now constant knee pain. The real wake-up call came last week when I went to a sports medicine specialist. Not embarrassing at all being a musician who has maybe played one sport for 6 months in my whole life. I def couldn't say that I blew out my knee on a 12 mile run! No, I just don't have much cartilage left because of the way I'm built. So, basically I'm in danger of having a total knee replacement and possibly a total hip replacement- BEFORE age 40!! The first thing my hb said when I told him was "What did they say about losing weight?" Well, they said nothing, but it doesn't take a Rhodes Scholar to know that the extra 40 lbs I'm carrying around doesn't make my joints happy.
I'm in physical therapy now once per week. I bought $100 specialized running shoes and $35 inserts so that my plantar fasciitis heals. So far, that's much better. I've been on the bike as prescribed every day. I've added free weights to my 'workout' just to get some modicum of cardio. The 15-ish minutes on level 5 of the bike gives me no cardio, but is about all the knee can handle right now.
Since I'm not up and about much, I'm trying to eat far fewer calories. I'm not very good at counting exactly, but here's a guesstimate of what I've had today. I'll need to stop being allergic to calorie counting as well!

BF: 1 cup Cheerios w/ 1/4 cup 1% milk = 160
One Eggo waffle = 130

Lunch: Thin bagel = 110
1 wedge reduced fat Laughing Cow cheese = 45
Iced tea= 0

snack: handful of Smart Start cereal + 5 chips dark chocolate= 100?

Dinner: Low fat turkey sausage= 250?
Sauerkraut= 0

Snack: cup of yogurt= 125

Grand total= 920 (yay! no soda! Day #2!)

Exercise:
17 minutes on stat bike at level 5. 7 more minutes than specifically prescribed. Several sets of tri and bicep curls. Did stretches. Still have to do 2 other PT exercises today.

If I go back to the gym tonight or the fam goes walking, I'll eat more. I know that is a really low # of calories and my hb will probably force-feed me. But, I've been doing only light housework and reading/writing all day. Lawd, I really need a job!! That would help! Only one more month before school starts again- let's hope something comes through then!

All for now. Until tomorrow... :waving:
 
Another day...

A decent day in the food department-

1 cup Cheerios w/ 1% milk= 150-ish

Took daughter to Vietnamese place down the street. Had Pho Ga (chicken noddle soup) with bean sprouts and lotsa herbs. About 500 cals. Diet Coke with a splash of Cherry Coke for flavor.

Quiche- 2 small pieces Ok, that's loaded with cheese (feta and mozzarella) so probably not so good, but I think I'm still on track for the day. 500 cals?

Handful of Smart Start (which turns out to not be so smart- 14g of sugar) with 5-6 chocolate chips

Now gotta go to the gym and do my exercises.

More motivation- Looked at pictures from a recent gig I did. Some were ok. One was absolutely horrifying. And that's not the first time I've had some really bad pics of me recently. Apparently I have about 9 chins that make my head look three times as big as it actually is. My whole family has the 'waddle' but it seems mine has a life of its own. I can't do anymore gigs until I get rid of that- at least most of it.
I used to love getting pics taken. Starting senior year of college though my chin started growing. Even at 135 lbs I looked heavy. Now I've got 30 lbs more on top of that.

Two things that mess with my mind in the weight loss battle...

My husband is a dear. He loves me unconditionally. He also likes curvy girls with big booties and boobies. He wants me to be healthy, but he doesn't want me to lose too much weight. He has also turned me into a 'foodie.' I've always loved fine food, but it was a sporadic thing that I got to enjoy because I was a musician and teacher supporting myself and my daughter. When we were first dating, we went to great restaurants every week- sometimes 2 or 3 times. Now that our wallets are leaner, we don't do that as much but our bodies have not followed suit! My hubby derives great pleasure from eating out and trying new food. Or old food. Or any good food. I have to start retraining him and me to enjoy low-fat tasty meals. If I can find some recipes!


More later. Gotta give up this computer!

Ciao!
 
weekend is over already

I'm not sure what happened to the weekend- was fun and way too short!
Food-wise, I did ok but not extraordinary. Saturday was our family fun day, so we had tacos and sampled a cake ball- a luscious confection of rich chocolate cake with chili peppers baked in, on a stick. Tasty, and of course, no calories at all. :angelsad2: We got a lot of exercise- swimming, biking, walking, so hopefully I burned off some of it.

Something must be working because I fit into some shorts that I haven't worn in ages. They're still a bit tight, but I can button them, which is a big improvement.

I think I'll head to the gym to do a little more cycling and today is 'arms' day. We've decided as a family to do a 7 mile ride early this fall- maybe even 14 if my daughter and my knee are up for it.



Food today:
2 Homemade breakfast tacos- egg, tbsp of cheese and 2 slices turkey bacon on a corn tortilla ? calories

1 small serving Grape Nuts w/ 1/4 cup 1% milk and blueberries

Homemade strawberry, banana and blueberry smoothie lowfat milk, yogurt, 1 tsp sugar for 4 cups

1 slice Margarita pizza (vegetarian) 250 cals

snack: crackers and 2 slices cheese

Shalom,

M
 
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