Nikki's Picture Diary!

Ahhhhhhhh so here I am!!!!! Sorry I don't update every day. I'm not too good at typing a lot out so I just like to do my quick updates, lol, and post pictures of course.

I weighed myself this morning and weighed 174lbs........SERIOUSLY?!? I don't officially weigh in until tomorrow for the halloween challenge but 174lbs was my goal. Hopefully tomorrow it's the same number- lol.

Anyway......

We have been Christmas shopping for the kiddos. Their daddy spoils them way too much. Yesterday he bought our daughter almost $300 worth of "collector" Barbies, talking about we will put them up for her. I don't know about yall, but I got one collector barbie as a child and it KILLED ME not to play with it. So not the best Christmas present in my opinion but he did get her plenty of other things she could play with. Still, I think $300 on Barbies is ridiculous. And it was only 5 Barbies!!!!!!! I tried to talk him out of it but nope. He is very happy about it though, lol, dork!
 
I forgot to add yesterday, I cut out diet soda on Tuesday! Mon or Tues, can't remember. No more diet rootbeer for me! lol

I weighed in today and the number was..........173lbs!!!!!!! So I managed to lose 5lbs! I definitely think cutting out the diet drinks had a lot to do with it. I realize now that it actually WAS making me crave more!!!!!!!!! And I would drink A LOT of it!
 
HOLY cow! Great job dropping 5 pounds! That's is a significant number by cutting out diet drinks! Also, I didn't realize how expensive Barbies were!
 
Nicely done!

There is some opinion that diet drinks do actually result in people eating more. So that may well have had something to do with it.
 
Thanks for the comments. :)

Cord, yeah, I thought it was all B/S but it's actually true for me. I do eat more w/ diet drinks.

Sad to say I ate like a pig over the weekend. Ahhhhhh.
 
Ah, don't worry too much on "eating too much" thing. I did it too, LOL We just have to get back on track :)
 
I have fallen. Hard. Hardddddd!!!!!!

I have been avoiding this website like crazy. I weighed myself this morning. 195lbs (from 173lbs). Wow. I'm sooooo ashamed and depressed. *sigh*

Tomorrow is a new day, right?
 
hey girl

indeed, tomorrow is a new day. remember you're doing this for YOU and we're all humans who forget and make mistakes.

think of what's your goal, break it down in small pieces and then rock on!
 
GetFitNik said:
Tomorrow is a new day, right?
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Yes tomorrow is a new day - even your next meal is a new meal so get back rocking it! I missed your updates - let's kick some butt in 2010 - I would just try your best over the holidays and don't get down - you can do it - you have already proven that to us all! Happy Holidays!
 
Hi Nikki,

I just read your diary and dispite you being depressed right now I think you are such an inspiration! You have proved to yourself more then once that you can really do this when you put your mind do it so don't you worry you will bounce back and start losing in no time! Stay positive and work hard and you will see big results. You are so beautiful by the way! Good luck and don't be ashamed to post, I feel the same way when I feel bad, but I think writing down the mistakes and sharing all of the ups and downs with others can really inspire you to really re-evaluate and start doing well again. Good luck, I know you can do it!
 
chubbygirl and Janvier, thanks so much for the support. I really appreciate it!

Today I did Jillian Michaels 30 Day shred. (10lb weights) I haven't done it in months and I feel like this is my first time ever doing it...HORRIBLE! I'm shaking and feel like I'm going to vomit. I'm glad I did it though!
 
ok I did another 30mins on the bike so about 2 hours of exercise today, I ate great. I am currently fighting off donut temptation, lol. I need to find something to do...
 
I did day 2 of the 30 day shred around 1am, figured I'd get it out of the way while I was up. I am soooooo beyond sore!! ahhhh
 
January 1st, 2010

I drank 1 gallon of water today (I'm in the New Years Biggest Loser Challenge)

I did 2 hours on the stationary bike and Jillian Michaels 30 Day Shred

And I ate well today!! Wooohoooo!!!:party:
 
Still here, still exercising, eating OK, I have my days. Drinking lots of water. blah blah blah

I'm starting to realize a diary is not for me. As you can see, I'm not one to post when I piss in the morning to what I did last night and what time I went to bed. lol I'm kind of simple soooooo I don't know about this whole diary thing. I am in the new years challenge though.
 
Hey Nik,

I know what you mean. I'm not committed to writing an entry every day or even every week. I think there are some posters who like to come back to check on your progress every so often. Even if you don't post everyday or anything exciting, it's a "diary" and it's for you. It's nice to have others come in and check on you but I completely understand maybe even deleting the diary as I kind of feel the same about mine.

We shall see though.

As for your progress so far. You've come a long way. Even with mishaps, you know what it takes to get back on track. We're human, we all get off track but we have to pick ourselves up and get back on track. Easier said than done yes.

I'm here for you, you know this :)
 
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