Hello, I'm brand new to the whole site, and just started working out after some years of serious lethargy brought on by depression.
My mother died in 2008, and I dealt with it by drinking and playing massively multiplayer online games. Naturally this led to a horribly sedentary existence and the pounds accumulated. As it is now, I'm about 50-60 lbs overweight. I've quit drinking for the most part (maybe one weekend night every few weeks) have just begun running and swimming. Before the loss of my mother, I was around 110 lbs, which is just about as much as I ever want to weigh. My ideal range is 95-105 (I am 5 foot even and female, in my late twenties), and I would like to reach this by November, when I graduate college, but I also know that if I'm going to get back in shape the healthy way, it may take a while longer.
Today I felt like I overexerted myself and ended up feeling a little faint with a rapid heartbeat that seemed too quick. My question is about what to expect, and which methods would be best to keep myself from going overboard. I've had an extensive history with destructive dieting and ED, and I know I've got a tendency to obsess.
Just hoping for some support and pointers on getting back on my feet. Thanks in advance.
My mother died in 2008, and I dealt with it by drinking and playing massively multiplayer online games. Naturally this led to a horribly sedentary existence and the pounds accumulated. As it is now, I'm about 50-60 lbs overweight. I've quit drinking for the most part (maybe one weekend night every few weeks) have just begun running and swimming. Before the loss of my mother, I was around 110 lbs, which is just about as much as I ever want to weigh. My ideal range is 95-105 (I am 5 foot even and female, in my late twenties), and I would like to reach this by November, when I graduate college, but I also know that if I'm going to get back in shape the healthy way, it may take a while longer.
Today I felt like I overexerted myself and ended up feeling a little faint with a rapid heartbeat that seemed too quick. My question is about what to expect, and which methods would be best to keep myself from going overboard. I've had an extensive history with destructive dieting and ED, and I know I've got a tendency to obsess.
Just hoping for some support and pointers on getting back on my feet. Thanks in advance.