Hello gals and guys,
Well this morning Peter is up at nine am at my house and he is meeting my mom (scared much). She likes to analyze people and get right down to the core root of the person, or what she thinks is. So this is going to be hard. I hope she doesnt drive me too nuts with her "red flags" lol
Does anyone know the "red flag" phenomenon? Am I alone in this?
lol well she wants to pick his brain apart, see how he talks, his gestures to try and find anything that might be wrong with him, that might tell her he is no good. Which is fine, she is just looking out for me. All my bfs have been doozies, even one putting me in debt so I had to go for bankruptcy, but that was a long time ago. I have my credit back, my credit is getting better. I never thought they would give me another credit card, but they did. I only have a 300 dollars limit, but I only use it in emergencies, which is a very good thing, or habit to pick up. But I already have good debt mounting from college, but hey its cool. I am looking forward to working in the bookstore when I am done. I love bookstores and thats actually my goal to work in Barnes n noble or a Borders or the Coup, but I think the Coup in Cambridge only hires people from the school, so that would be a no no, plus I was have to take Mass Transit, and as much as I love Mass Transit, I would have to learn it instantly, although between my ex and my sister I am learning it slowly. South Station, fine. North Station, confused as all hell lol
But anyway so my tops are getting too big and some are too small I have come to find out, some are too long, because I am only 5'6..
today I am wearing a cut denim skirt with a nice shirt and yes white plain sneakers with white bobby socks. We are going to the beach. So I dont want to wear the other shoes, because they are rather uncomfy. I need to ...someday when I have money...which is not going to be for another four years...lol jk ...but someday I have to invest in another pair of nice shoes, ones that actually fit, I hate hurting after wearing the nice shoes. I can't really walk in them, they are more like walking in the store, going to a restaurant, as long as I am not walking through Boston, however, we always seem to be walking Through Boston, so I can't wear them when I visit Joanna, maybe this summer I will look for a good pair, maybe in sketchers ... or something ...
but anyway I have to buy new walking shoes, because the winter ones I bought in March are a dying breed right now...
took a walk yesterday in the boiling hot sun for forty minutes, man was I sweating. Tank top season is on its way, thankfully. Hopefully I will find pretty tank tops and not gross tank tops. I usually find the cheap gross tank tops, I want things that are pretty, as expensive as they are, and wont shrink so fast ... quality... thats about it peeps..
I look forward to seeing Peter, these past couple weeks seem like a lifetime ...
oh well
ttylater
love yas
always
natalie jo
