I'll try to make this short and simple, I'm rather prone to rambling.
Names Meg, 25 years old, I'm 5'6", a very slender frame and I'm currently at about 145 or 150. Around a size 12 depending on the company, about a size large due to girl curves... It's been awhile since I've touched a scale and I'm a bit terrified to, explanation to follow.
My history is a bit different. I struggled with anorexia for about a good 10 years. When I met my current b/f 3 years ago, he began trying to help me get over the condition. That combined with some serious struggles with medication, I began gaining weight. I was fine with it up until about last year, when we stopped dancing several times a week and we were forced to stop eating healthy due to money problems. Once we moved to New England, we both started gaining even more weight. We aren't that overweight but it's enough to annoy us.
So, I'm redoing my lifelong approach and this time focusing in on health instead of reaching the lowest number possible through starvation. I'd like to get back down to 120 pounds and no lower. This is clearly new to me and a bit confusing but it will lead to me being much healthier physically and mentally.
So, just thought I'd introduce myself and say hi before I start posting. I have started up a blog that has a bit more information about me.
Apologizes if this is a big disconnected but I'm currently looking for work and the best way for me to deal with that without going crazy is disconnecting myself from my emotions.
Names Meg, 25 years old, I'm 5'6", a very slender frame and I'm currently at about 145 or 150. Around a size 12 depending on the company, about a size large due to girl curves... It's been awhile since I've touched a scale and I'm a bit terrified to, explanation to follow.
My history is a bit different. I struggled with anorexia for about a good 10 years. When I met my current b/f 3 years ago, he began trying to help me get over the condition. That combined with some serious struggles with medication, I began gaining weight. I was fine with it up until about last year, when we stopped dancing several times a week and we were forced to stop eating healthy due to money problems. Once we moved to New England, we both started gaining even more weight. We aren't that overweight but it's enough to annoy us.
So, I'm redoing my lifelong approach and this time focusing in on health instead of reaching the lowest number possible through starvation. I'd like to get back down to 120 pounds and no lower. This is clearly new to me and a bit confusing but it will lead to me being much healthier physically and mentally.
So, just thought I'd introduce myself and say hi before I start posting. I have started up a blog that has a bit more information about me.
Apologizes if this is a big disconnected but I'm currently looking for work and the best way for me to deal with that without going crazy is disconnecting myself from my emotions.
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