im a bloody idiot


the first sign of mega stresses and i instantly over eat AAARRGGHHHH i cant believe i have ruined my good eating and exercise this week. I didnt even ENJOY it but its done now and short of going down the throwing up route (never ever) its pretty much staying where it is - and then turning to fecking fat. Stupid, stupid, stupid......
Well here it is and it aint pretty....


FOOD
Lunch - lasagna and veg 800 cals
Dinner - 4 slices bread 440 cals, 100g cheese 300 cals, mayo 200 cals
Snacks - 2 chew sweets 40 cals, mini caramel 40 cals, small tuna sanwich 200 cals, 4 cocktail sausages 120 cals, spoonful of chicken pasta 100 cals, 3 pieces choc toffee 120 cals, alpen bar 60 cals, 2 x coffee 60 cal, 200ml milk 100 cals
I'll add on another 100 just to make sure that i got it all - two parties for the kids after school led to buffet munching - damn it
total cals - around 2700 - way too high
EXERCISE
None at all becaus eof these damn paries
Well tomorro is another day and i suppose I'll just have to compensate for the overload. I reckon that if i limit my cals to 1000 and exercise A LOT then i can minimise the damage 2800 + 1000 = 3800 / 2 days = 1900 per day (manageable)
Food plan for tomorrow
Lunch - 2 x alpen bars 120 cals
Dinner - soup 200 cals 2 slices bead 220 cals,
snacks - 2 x coffee 60 cals, alpen bar 60 cals, pineapple 80 cals
total cals 740
Exercise
0.8 mile circuit x 4 = 3.2 mile walk
tae bo 20 mins
toning 20 mins
dance mat 1 hour
That is the plan that i will def stick to - that way the damage is limited and i dont need to feel too bad about the splurge today. It is really impritant to me that i hit 224 this week and there is no way i will if i keep eating like this. Back on the wagion as of now!!!