Atrer_Stellae
New member
Once upon a time I was in much better shape and I realize for now that I took it for granted.
I met someone and was together for almost 2 years... during that time I let everything go that mattered most to me. Now he's left me and all I have are the extra pounds that I allowed to creep in.
I realize just how hard I had to work at getting into better shape the first time. Though it had actualy just become a natural part of my life..... but now I feel like what I had back then, I'm lacking in now.
I feel absolutely lacking in discipline. I have the desire, though my will doesn't seem strong enough to actual propel me forwad with all of this.
I think I'm looking for inspiration.... on a daily basis. If there's anyone out there that can understand, at least somewhat, of where I'm going with this... say hello please... it'd be rather nice.
XoxoX,
Kenneth
I met someone and was together for almost 2 years... during that time I let everything go that mattered most to me. Now he's left me and all I have are the extra pounds that I allowed to creep in.
I realize just how hard I had to work at getting into better shape the first time. Though it had actualy just become a natural part of my life..... but now I feel like what I had back then, I'm lacking in now.
I feel absolutely lacking in discipline. I have the desire, though my will doesn't seem strong enough to actual propel me forwad with all of this.
I think I'm looking for inspiration.... on a daily basis. If there's anyone out there that can understand, at least somewhat, of where I'm going with this... say hello please... it'd be rather nice.
XoxoX,
Kenneth