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[xNiKkix]

Hi all, I'm 140 pounds may not seem alot but i feel unhealthly and unhappy about my size, i'm a little over weight. I hired out a treadmill and somedays do 2 hours per day on the thing!

It's actually boring me now, i eat healthy intill i stay with my boyfriend he feeds me take aways, i get angry with myself for eating them, i never used to eat take aways much intill i found my boyfriend Now i feel ive lost my motivation to go on the treadmill because everytime i go and stay with my boyfriend he eats nothing but faty foods. I feel disapointed in myself for eating it after all this hard work ive put into the treadmill. I've did 15 hours all on since i got it this month.

Right now i feel like i wont ever loss any weight, does anyone else ever feel like this?

Sometimes i feel scared to loss weight, i dont know why?! But i also want to wear sexy clothes and look good, feel good?

I have lost around 28 pounds the past couple of years when i was a young teenager. I think because everyone called me fat in my younger days, its actually stuck in my head even though im a smaller size now?

I also dont want to be overweight when i turn 20 which is 5 months away. Do you think 5 month away is realistic to lose 28pounds? Maybe i'd feel good after losing 14 pounds i dont know?

It's so easy putting weight on and hard to get it off again.

 

[CrunkChipmunk]

5 months is absolutely realistic to lose 28lbs.

Anyway you need to have a talk with the BF not to bring you fattening foods.

If he loves you he will understand and not do this.

If he keeps bringing you fattening food and encouraging you to eat unhealthily then he's likely one of those guys that thinks to keep you away from other guys he'll have to make you fat.