Hi all, I'm 140 pounds may not seem alot but i feel unhealthly and unhappy about my size, i'm a little over weight. I hired out a treadmill and somedays do 2 hours per day on the thing! It's actually boring me now, i eat healthy intill i stay with my boyfriend he feeds me take aways, i get angry with myself for eating them, i never used to eat take aways much intill i found my boyfriend
Now i feel ive lost my motivation to go on the treadmill because everytime i go and stay with my boyfriend he eats nothing but faty foods. I feel disapointed in myself for eating it after all this hard work ive put into the treadmill. I've did 15 hours all on since i got it this month.Right now i feel like i wont ever loss any weight, does anyone else ever feel like this?
Sometimes i feel scared to loss weight, i dont know why?! But i also want to wear sexy clothes and look good, feel good?
I have lost around 28 pounds the past couple of years when i was a young teenager. I think because everyone called me fat in my younger days, its actually stuck in my head even though im a smaller size now?
I also dont want to be overweight when i turn 20 which is 5 months away. Do you think 5 month away is realistic to lose 28pounds? Maybe i'd feel good after losing 14 pounds i dont know?
It's so easy putting weight on and hard to get it off again.
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