keep_it_off
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My name is Titilayo, and I am overweight. I have been overweight most of my life. There was a period in my life where I had gain complete control over my eating habits. Food was not my focus. I don't know how I got there then, but I am looking to get to that point. I currently weigh 246 pounds. The highest I have ever weight was 275. September 2007 I was at 185. I was doing the atkins diet and saw great results, but as soon as i start taking birth-control pills and eating whatever over 6 months time I gained almost all my weight back. I took a look at my ways of eating. I don't want to be stuck on atkins for the rest of my life, and I don't want to be overweight either. I see that I have an eating disorder. I overeat. I guess I have come to realize that I am a binge eater and that is why atkins worked for me because I could eat a lot and still lose weight. But is that really healthy? I want to be healthy! I want to eat right..small portions, and have control. Im tired of the yo-yo effect. Excercise has become more important to me. I see the extra energy is has given me over this one week. I don't want to start and then give up like all the other things I have tried. I don't want to think of this as a diet. I want this to be my lifestyle.