-~-never satisfied-~-...

KasumiNeko

KasumiNeko

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Since I was 100 pounds bigger I've constantly made goals for my weightloss the more I lost~

When I was a size 22 I would look at a size 16 and say "wow! I wish i was that small!"

soon when I got to a size 16 i said to myself "if only i was 6 more sizes smaller"..
and I'd look at the size 10s and fantisize a/b being able to wear them~

I am a size 8/9 now~ and looking at the size 6s...

I'm 150lbs now~ and wanting to loose 20 more pounds~ thinking~ maybe then I'll fit into those 6 jeans~

But I'm not sure if I'll ever be satisfied with it...

everybody tells me that I've done so much~ I'm so great for loosing everything~ I give fake happy success stories to everybody who asks a/b it~
I feel horrible feeling this way.. since alot of ppl look up to me for loosing the weight~

I'm very frustrated~ I just want to be happy with myself~ satisfied~ I don't know if I ever will be~

has anybody else felt this way also?
 
it sounds like to me... you decided to lose weight to be happier with yourself.
then you found out after you lost the weight you still weren't happy. and so you kept losing more weight.

i think... you have to start looking for happiness outside of what size you are. and just learn to be happy being you. whether you're a size 2 or a size 22. being bigger or smaller will not make you happier. and it won't solve your problems. and it certainly won't make you love yourself more. this all has to come within. sorry to sound like dr phil here but I think you should try just getting comfortable in your own skin. you've lost alot of weight. and you should be very proud of yourself. now try enjoying it.
 
KasumiNeko said:
I am a size 8/9 now~ and looking at the size 6s...

I'm 150lbs now~ and wanting to loose 20 more pounds~ thinking~ maybe then I'll fit into those 6 jeans~
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I'm at around 150 lbs and 5.10 tall......I just wish I was a size 8/9, more like 14 for me....must be gravity :eek: .
 
you've worked your butt off, literally and figuratively, to get where you are... have you asked yourself - what would it take for you to be satisfied?
 
i agree.. Kas i think that u were never really happy and you thought that maybe it was because of ur weight and then when u reached ur goal you realised that you still werent happy and u assume that its because you want to be skinnier.. you should stop trying to loose weight, focus on keeping ur weight as it is now and try to find what it is that you really are missing!

I also want to add that sizes on clothes dont matter! trying to squeeze into a size smaller will make u look fatter whilst accepting your real size you will look a million times hotter!! besides, the only person who realy knows wat number is on the tag is u! :)
 
I agree with Mal....you need to explore what would make you satisfied. Don't think about weight when you mull that over. Maybe there are other things that make you feel this way that have nothing to do with your weight.
 
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