Bdubedub
New member
I've got to say that a majority of my weight loss motivation & eating changes are happening due to a vast majority of people whom lost their lives to obesity. I also have a family in which I need to be there for. What always plays through my head is that there were so many people that tried "dieting" and failed & have either pass on to gods green earth or people that are so far obese that they stand no chance of losing weight. I tell myself that there are others that have had their "chance" & I am not so far gone that I can still beat this! I will BEAT THIS! I failed last time around after 6 months, I have been going 1 month now & I will NOT go back to where I was before, I refuse! I can see a difference & feel a difference after only losing 25 lbs last month. I say only... becuase thats not even close to where I need to be, but 25 lbs is a BIG number for not working out... well I might have worked out 5 days for 20-30 minutes a day, thats it. Just eating differently helped me lose all that weight. My goal weight is 225 which would be 115lbs from where I used to be at 340lbs. Im currently sitting at 291lbs and heading in the right direction. My parents are not doing so good healthwise & Im terribly worried about them...my dad has diabetes and his condition is only worsening... hes on insulin and pills and he has bad spells every other week where either an ambulance has to come and give him sugar or my mom. I am constantly worrying about them & scared to death that sooner then later they will be gone & I just know that depression will put me back into gaining weight. I just ask that you guys here guide me in the right direction & try & help me stay on track throughout this whole process. I do need guidance & inspiration from you guys here to help me through this & I will do my best to help you guys along! Thanks so much for hearing me this morning! And remember.... EVERYTIME YOU PICK UP THAT CANDYBAR OR SODA.... THERES OTHERS THAT LOVE YOU & ITS ONLY HELPING TAKE TIME OFF YOUR LIFE FOR A TEMPORARY MOMENT OF "HAPPINESS" God bless all!!
Sorry bout that!