BreakingFree
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Hey, I'm Tammy, just joined the site.
Today I was randomly taking pictures and decided to take some of myself in the mirror. When I put the pics on my computer and saw them, I had a sort of wake-up call. I mean, I always thought that I was chubby, but I realized today that I'm just plain fat. And it's not really doing much for my self-esteem (which wasn't too grand to begin with). I'm mildly disappointed that I took the pictures because it's shattered my comfortable delusions that I was only a little bit overweight. But, of course, I'm also glad that I took them because it's going to help me motivate myself to get serious about weight loss.
I've already been trying to lose weight and I'd love to lose some weight before Christmas, because I'm going to see my family in Miami and 1) I want them to be impressed 2) It's Miami! I can't be walking around in heavy, baggy clothing that'll hide my fatness. Sure, it'll be Christmas time but it's still gonna be hot there, so I need to look at least decent in a bathing suit!
Today I was randomly taking pictures and decided to take some of myself in the mirror. When I put the pics on my computer and saw them, I had a sort of wake-up call. I mean, I always thought that I was chubby, but I realized today that I'm just plain fat. And it's not really doing much for my self-esteem (which wasn't too grand to begin with). I'm mildly disappointed that I took the pictures because it's shattered my comfortable delusions that I was only a little bit overweight. But, of course, I'm also glad that I took them because it's going to help me motivate myself to get serious about weight loss.
I've already been trying to lose weight and I'd love to lose some weight before Christmas, because I'm going to see my family in Miami and 1) I want them to be impressed 2) It's Miami! I can't be walking around in heavy, baggy clothing that'll hide my fatness. Sure, it'll be Christmas time but it's still gonna be hot there, so I need to look at least decent in a bathing suit!