boy, can I relate!
being an emotional eater isn't easy. you have to break the cycle from the inside, it begins with your mind. you can try to control your food intake but if you don't feel right and find a balance it will hardly work.
It seems like you are on the right path: now that you are off drugs and being social again. that helps a lot! but it can backfire sometimes.
when I first lost 10kg I didn't notice I was losing them. I was just doing exercise three times a week and eating moderately, but nothing too extreme. I believe it had to do with starting college and changing cities. I noticed it on the clothes rather than on my body.
I unfortunately gained it all back after a couple of years and I am working hard on losing them again.
I think I lost them in about 3 months.
I felt good when I noticed it on the clothes and people told me I was looking smaller. but I didn't see the results I wanted, pfff now I wished I was back at that weight and half way through! but oh well.
good luck on your journey
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