my journey seems like the neverending story....

:hurray::hurray:Hey friends!!!!!!!!!!!!! how are ya all?? yes it's amazing.. my plan is working amazing..Day 4 of eating so healthy. haven't fell off the bandwagon and won't.. I will weigh myself in 28 more days.. Count down guys..:cheers2: went too the snow yesterday and had a blast.. omg climbed the snow mountain like 30 times.. what a workout.. I'm testing march 31st for my yellow belt and super excited.. :grouphug: actually i think I want too buy some weights too and when I take my son for bicycle rides i want too do weight excersizes on my flabby arms.. there pretty annoying..:piggy: today I'm gonna have chicken breast and tomatoes.. but yeah in december I weighed myelf at 161 and didn't gain one pound after I thought I had I got so comfy like wow seriously I didn't .. omg .. and I stopped losing weight.. now since I'm convinced in my brain I probalby gained 3 pounds or 4 but If I didn't again I know myself.. but in 28 days when I'm in the 140s bet your ass I will weigh myself and take pics for all of you... It's a mental challenge and I'm not doing it.. I'm pretty determined... lol.. love ya all and am so excited for my 28 day challenge.. xoxoxoxoo:biggrinjester: :cheers2: and I'm gonna try not too drink durning the week too.. theres a lot of stuff I just need too straighten out in my life too.. I'm officially also leaving my sons father.. at least for 6 months.. I need space too gather my thoughts and I think he is one of the main reason I start drinking and eating out of stress.. therefore I have officially moved all my sftuf out and ready for new beginnings.. He's doesnt' appreciate the wonderful women I am.. and I need too appreciate myself 100%... I deserve it and so does my son.. therefore all my friends thanks for lisening .. still loving life and myself..
 
wow...I'm happy that you are making decisions for yourself and thinking in bettering yourself...and I'm sad cause I know it's hard as well.

Did you move allllll of your stuff and JJ's?

How's he taking it?

...how are you taking it?

:grouphug: I love you amiga! You have a shoulder to cry on here ALWAYS and a shoulder to SMILE on .....

"When one door closes, another one always opens!"

Opportunity. :D!
 
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wow...I'm happy that you are making decisions for yourself and thinking in bettering yourself...and I'm sad cause I know it's hard as well.

Did you move allllll of your stuff and JJ's?

How's he taking it?

...how are you taking it?

:grouphug: I love you amiga! You have a shoulder to cry on here ALWAYS and a shoulder to SMILE on .....

"When one door closes, another one always opens!"

Opportunity. :D!
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Ugghhh!! yeah moved out all mine and JJs clothes.. and tomorrow I will do JJ's bedroom and all the stuff thats mine.. It's been emotionally draining but he is so emotionally abusive. he really is .. fronts too the world that he's a nice guy and then talks shit too me when no ones looking. I'm completely sick of it. I can't beleive I have stuck through this madness. I always thought It was me who was wrong cuz he's such a nice guy too everyone. but no he's sick in the head and I don't deserve it. I know everyone has problems but he's just horrible.. ::(: JJ is trippin I guess. and that's why I think I have tried so hard too make it work but I can't no more. no way. I told JJ that I was moving his car bed and tv and he started crying. telling me that he wanted mommy and daddy together. in the same house but it's just not right. ontop of it he's verbally and mentally abusive. he's an alcoholic, so I feel I'm becoming one. he doesnt' appreciate me for one second. he's nice too everyone and treat me like shit. it's wrong he should be treating me like a princess before anything. so oh well .. Jj will have too understand one day. and it's not healthy. He gets mad over everything tells me I'm a good for nothing. cussed me out at the snow and afterwards. I'm just sick of it. I'm such a happy person... and he makes me misearable. I always thought it was me. and you know how fucking hard I have tried. but I'm really at peace with myself. I'm happy.. yeah I get teary eyed a few times in the day but I need too have integrity and self respect. He has no fucking respect none.. hes' sick in the head like bipolar I think. or a sociopath. whatver the fuck it is it is not my problem for one more second. I need too just work hard and take care of myself. and be the happy go luck Ivette I have always been.. :) love ya lots. and thanks everyone for listening to the drama of my life. Sometimes feels good too vent. I feel like I always hold this in .. and front and front too the world that it's all perfect cuz sometimes it is but fuck him.. he don't deserve my soon to sexy attorney ass.. lol.. :) can't wait .. so now we can go too some mixers together.. now I can do stuff... lol.. I'm free at last.. !!! but most importantly I'm doing it for my son. he loves his father but his father is sick ..
 
WOW :grouphug:! I'm really glad that you are venting this out...

...it is really important as well to help you gather your thoughts.

Ivette, I've heard you talk about this for a while now, just as I've talked about moving out for a while now. I think you are right to feel the way you do. No one really knows how bad something or a situation can be other than you.....

...If this is really the case, which I most certainly believe that it is....I fully support you.
...It did break my heart to hear of JJ crying, but I'll tell you this much, that when I was 8 years old, my parents got divorced,...and it made things better between us all. My mom was happy, my dad was happy, and we were happy. They no longer faught,...the weekends spent together were full of fun activities ..independent of each other, but YES, FUN!...

...Me and Chris (my bro) never regretted the decisions that my mom made..and we fully supported her, even when she wanted a new husband. We were still there for her, just as JJ will be for you. He will understand one day...and he will as well, feel privelaged to have a space for him in 2 homes, rather than one.

...Right now, it's all overwhelming...but " EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON"...you know that I truly believe that you are walking towards your destiny. "You are in the perfect place at the perfect time, for you and your goals".

Believe that. Know that. :)

You are a strong woman, and you now have a little man, who adores the shit out of you! Be happy for you, and be happy for him! You're on the path to the righteous journey that GOD has presented for you.

I'm proud of you for thinking of your happiness first!!!

I love you. Mixers it is!!! :cheers2:!
 
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So it's new moon as of sunday!!!!!!!!!!!yey good vibes for all of us and guess what my horoscope reads.. :)
Your Daily Horoscope: March 15, 2010

Libra Sept. 23 - Oct 22 (Wrong Sign?)
You may have to spend some time focusing on health matters during this New Moon cycle, Libra. This is the perfect time to put some energy into exams, changes of exercise or diet programs, or special therapies that one might find at a spa or through holistic or alternative treatment. Matters of job efficiency are important, and may spur the interest in improvement of the physical and mental condition. Relationships with supervisors or relatives can take a sudden turn for the better now. You may have a new and entertaining co-worker soon.
 
Sorry to hear you are going through such a rough experience. Always remember, you need to do what is best for you and your son. I'm sure moving out was a very hard decision but in your eyes it was needed.

I'm sure it is going to be extremely difficult to get adjusted but remember you need to take care of yourself.

YOU CAN DO THIS
 
Ivette, I am sending you one very big, 'motherly smotherly' hug & lots of love & more hugs & kisses, xoxoxoxoxoxoo Cate.
PS Got your breath back yet? Another big hug! Mwah!
 
Standing strong!!!

I'm back!!! hey here.. lol.. :smash::smash: trying hard to smash these 8 pounds I went over.. I hate it.. uggghhh. it's either make it or die trying from now.. It's been a journey these last few weeks. I'm not trying to overeat but my biggest fault ever is overdrinking to run away.. I''m still moved out.. and it's so hard.. I have made so many mistakes in my life. I don't wanna make one more.:angelsad2: ugghhh.. I don't even know where to start at this point.. my weigh in will definetely be on thursday..:ack2: I hope I lost something but who knows.:Angel_anim:. I need to stay focused.. my lifes in shambles.. my work praise the lord seems decent . I found myself again.. I love it..:driving::driving: I'm back.. I have been working so hard.. I can't take my kids father away though..:iamwithstupid: so I have to put up with him.:auto: It's been a mission in itself.. I don't even know where to start my mind is going a million different thoughts at this point. as said by Mother Teresa : I always know God won't give me more than I can handle but there are times I wish he didn't trust me so much..:Angel_anim:.
 
Do it bitch! Love you!!!...you are strong. I'm up....Day 1!!!...morning workout. You can do it!!! Let's die trying. 30 mins at least!!! Comeeeeeee on!!!
 
Activity leads to results leads to satisfaction leads to more activity.....
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I wrote that in a reply to you on Jan 20 2009.

Lets get goin again my buddy!

Ivette...COME BACK!!!
 
Hey I'm back!!!! its january when all these new years resolutions!!!! wow haven't noticed that I haven't been on here for so long..

So here I go again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah!! I didn't even remember how to post on here.. Let's do this people!!! who is still around??????????? So I'm on a very strict diet plan.. strict strict strict.. haha!!! 2013 is my year!!!
 
Well it's good to see you on here girl!! Love it!

I know how it is to need all the support you can get and well here you go!!! So fight fight fight!
 
Hi sweets!! Guess who's STILL here? Great to see you back again. 2013 is going to be a fantastic year! :D xoxo Cate
 
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