my journey seems like the neverending story....

hey girl just dropping by to show some support =P we have have to stay motivated and hit those goals^^ good luck and have an amazing day!

ps. and like i always tell my boyfriend... "sweetie, remember to make good choices" lmao!
Hey girl thanks so much for stopping!!!!!!!!!!!! We will do this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :party:
 
Thanks my love!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really love it when my amigas can notice my little pound loss. I feel great everyday.. :cheers2: Hey so maybe we can go to the gym together tonight!! sounds exciting... I'm so glad you motivate me so much in weightloss... I love ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:party:
..looks like we aren't going prospecting...he's getting his hair cut....LOL...so YOGA it is...i get out at 8:30 pm.....so there is a Ballys right next to there...call me...and we'll go! :D:!

..finishing a BPO real quick...class starts @ 7pm!
 
omgosh you and alta are friends in real life?! that sounds sooo amazing support inside the forum and out! how lucky yall are^^
 
omgosh you and alta are friends in real life?! that sounds sooo amazing support inside the forum and out! how lucky yall are^^
YEAH WE MOTIVATE EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHE CAME OVER RIGHT NOW SHE'S ON THE SWISS BALL AND I'M ON THE ELLIPTICAL.. AND WERE SCOPING OUT WEIGHT LOSS FORUM... AND DRINKING WATER AND TEA... SHE JUST GOT OUT OF YOGA AND CAME OVER. BUT I DIDN'T HAVE A SITTER SO SHE CAME OVER TO EXCERSIZE...:hurray: :hurray: :hurray:

AND OMG I'M SO EXCITED CUZ SHE SAYS I LOOK SLIMMER.. A LOT SLIMMER.. SO IT'S WORKING... IT'S WORKING...........WOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO :party:

Yeah she's been telling me bout the forum for a year but I just didn't do it...
 
awesome!! my real life support got lazy on me -_-" i guess my mom is just going to have to see me getting results before she will get it together... =T

wooooohooo!!! im sooo happy its working!!! :3 keep on workin' it girl! =D we are all just going to be looking sooo amazing! haha and im bet you are sooo happy you have joined the site now =P now that you are getting results.
 

wooooohooo!!! im sooo happy its working!!! :3 keep on workin' it girl! =D we are all just going to be looking sooo amazing! haha and im bet you are sooo happy you have joined the site now =P now that you are getting results.

I'm so happy for you tooo, IVetteee!! Aren't you glad alta finally got you to jump on the band wagon and join the forum?! :)

when we're all thin and gorgeous, we need to have like MM a weight loss forum meet up party. :grouphug: :party: :hurray:

WOOOO
 
OMGOSH LUX!!!! that is such a great idea!!! meeting up for a big ol' party..

-thin and gorgeous- *_* that sounds sooo lovely!
 
OMGOSH LUX!!!! that is such a great idea!!! meeting up for a big ol' party..

-thin and gorgeous- *_* that sounds sooo lovely!
WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIN AND GORGEOUS!!!!!!!!! SOUNDS SO DELICATE... I CAN'T WAIT.. WE SHOULD DO THIS.. :party: and you know what it's going to happen real soon................
 
hehe delicate :3 i want to be a dainty damsel in distress... but then i will whip out my big guns (biceps) and kick some A$$! >=D
 
haha whips?! i see... we are the (kinky!!) dainty delicate slim sexy and gorgeous types xD

....or at least you are... =P xD lmao!!

secrets out now o:
 
I dont come around for a couple of days and now you're talking about whips? i knew there was a reason i liked you.

Glad to see everything is going so well. You really are impressing me with your determination. Keep it up.


Matt
 
I dont come around for a couple of days and now you're talking about whips? i knew there was a reason i liked you.

Glad to see everything is going so well. You really are impressing me with your determination. Keep it up.


Matt

:patriot: Thanks Matt...
I't trying really hard this time.. I need to do this for me... I noticed that all I need is motivation in all areas of my life and I will be the person I want to be.

Since I'm in a self start business daily. I have to do the same go to seminars and motivation classes weekly or I will fall of the boat. That has been the secret to my success in business. I listen to daily inspirations and lectures to get me to do real estate.
I notice now that if I do this daily in weight loss I stay on the boat and don't fall off. Obviously I have been yo-yoing for so many years now. Maybe this way I won't... I'm not naturally skinny so I will FORCE THE SKINNYNESS!!!!!!!!!!!:sifone: :party:

Without people like you I wouldn't be able to do this.. Thanks.. and yes I WILL PULL OUT WHIPS AND MY FRIEND ANGELICA WILL DO THE REST!!!!!!!!!!:smilielol5::smilielol5:

:Angel_anim:
 
So today is a big and difficult day... My little sister whom I cherish and adore very much has had a huge drug problem for 10 years. We have been battling with getting her off so many times. and she has gotten off. I guess like my yo-yo dieting.. well last year in february she was 2 years sober... and then she relapsed once she got laid off. Just like I hide behind my pounds she runs to drugs.. which obviously is worse. It's been very very tough and challenging. I love her and I have my own problems but then I have to be SUPER WOMEN!!!
She's the nicest kindest prettiest funniest person you will ever meet. But when she falls to drugs she turns into a monster that no one can control. I couldn't believe what was happening. She started stealing from me. I would get mad but I still gave her support. Well somehow she had a run in with the law (well of course I guess if she was stealing from her own sister who supports her ) and went to jail on her birthday October 8. Which personally I think is a sign from God. God couldn't help her any other way and she wouldn't let us help her.. Bless her soul:Angel_anim:
She has never been in jail nor has anyone in our family. We haven't been able to get her out and!! jail sucks.!!! I:Angel_anim I have grown a different kindness and symphathy for people in jail. Some really have other issues and don't deserve to be there but for whateverso reason they end up there.
I visit her faithfully every sunday and my mother every saturday. I send her packages weekly and I answer her calls daily. If I need daily inspiration she sure does. I write letters to her and send her daily inspirational books weekly and magazines etc. I am her sister and will always be on her side. She will always be a part that completes me.
Well her case got kinda difficult she was with wrong people wrong time and got charged with all kinds of things that weren't her fault.(this is what everyone says in jail, nothing is no ones fault denial hah..) My mom and me got her a private attorney. One of the best in the valley. She's 26 and never ever been in trouble. I still can't believe she relapsed I was in denial forever.
It's so so hard for me. Probably one of the hardest hits I have ever dealt with aside from my parents splitting up 12 years ago.:cry:
Well todays her court date. So I'm getting ready to go. She wants to get out so bad and I want her too. I do I love her so much but I'm so so scared. They will give her like 5 years probation and I don't want her to relapse again. I don't know what to do. I had so much faith in her last february I thought she would never fall again.:confused: I thought it was a story in my past but it came back to haunt me. I love her so much that I want her to do good. Finish college ,get a good job,have fun, date, have a family.. enjoy my son.. be my best friend.. and I'm just scared. I also want the attorney to beat her case cuz I don't want her to go to prison.. Oh well one of the toughest topics in my life right now. :cry::angelsad2:
Off to court I go!!!
 
D: omgosh i hope everything goes well >_<
my boyfriend is bit of a pothead and im always worrying that he is going to get into deeper more destructive drugs. it must be sooo difficult watching someone soo close whom you grew up with take a fall. lets all hope that this situation will spark something inside of her soo she will want to quit and maintain being sober for the rest of her life. it will be a lifestyle change for her, just the same as us and being in control of our weight for life. good luck today^^ and your sister should be sooo happy that she has such a great sister who will continue to support her always.
 
....Ivette ....it breaks my heart...I love you so much....:beating:...and COCO...you know...she IS and will always be one of my best friends in life...and it hurts so bad to see her like this...:cry:...I wish with all my heart that she would have chose a different path...but she didn't and for a long time...I was soooo heart broken and hurt and sad...:(....cause WHYYYYY AGAIN ya know?!!? ...and I loved that she was the old COCO...I missed her so much..you have no idea.....YOU KNOW HOW I AM TOO....I only really have a select handful of friends.... and at that ...you all are as cOOky...as I am and off traveling the world trying to find yourselves, or of on some mission.....

...so when it comes down to it....in REALITY...all the friends I had was you two...:D!!! ....I mean there are a lot of acquaintances in life, and they are GREAT....but you know that there are only so many people you can bear your soul to without being JUDGED and whom can truly care for you with heart felt words.... and that was you both :(..... when COCO did this AGAIN...you are right...it was a nightmare....the worst of them all....and it left me more confused and sad...cause now I lost her again....:(....and now it's back down to ONE real friend.... but look how fucked up that is....WE LOVE OUR FRIENDS...and WE HURT WHEN OUR FRIENDS HURT..and I'm so sorry....cause you are hurting right now....and though I did express my sympathy, it's not really until NOW, that my wounds are healing that I see that yours aren't....and I'm SORRY!!!

...I really wrote this right now,...to tell you I'm SOOOO SORRY...:cry: ..when I told you all that stuff about Coco that day a while back, I know I hurt you when I told you my real thoughts (AT THE TIME) about what kind of friend she was (at my work)...and your response hurt me as well....but MAINLY my friend I ammmmm soooooooooooooooooooo SORRY that words can't even explain how much...... not only because of what I said, but because I failed to really be a GREAT friend and completely step into your shoes and realize that for me it's easier to ZIP up a wound and RUN and HEAL from it....but that for you.....HOW CAN YOU!?!?! SHE IS YOUR BLOOD & YOUR LOVE for life....and your constant pain....I'm so sorry....I should have done a lot of things that I didn't...cause it just hurt too much....

.. I suck...and I just wanted to tell you that....I am sorry and you are one of the REALEST people in my life...and I love you!! I want your pain to heal, and if you'll take me.....I'm READY to go SEE COCO>>>!!!! :)

...since SUNDAY's soon will be taken, I can go not this SUNDAY but for sure NEXT!! :beating:!!! I love you amiga...and I'm sorry....I just had to have time to heal a lot of resentments and wounds, and now that they aren't so tender,....I can get close again....!!! :grouphug:
...I know that sometimes, I can be very cold, but it's a defense mechanism...and I'm working on it....but I do have a lot of love as well!!! !....GOD BLESSSSS YOU and YOUR FAMILY!!!!!!
 
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....ivette ....it breaks my heart...i love you so much....:beating:...and coco...you know...she is and will always be one of my best friends in life...and it hurts so bad to see her like this...:cry:...i wish with all my heart that she would have chose a different path...but she didn't and for a long time...i was soooo heart broken and hurt and sad...:(....cause whyyyyy again ya know?!!? ...and i loved that she was the old coco...i missed her so much..you have no idea.....you know how i am too....i only really have a select handful of friends.... And at that ...you all are as cooky...as i am and off traveling the world trying to find yourselves, or of on some mission.....

...so when it comes down to it....in reality...all the friends i had was you two...:d!!! ....i mean there are a lot of acquaintances in life, and they are great....but you know that there are only so many people you can bear your soul to without being judged and whom can truly care for you with heart felt words.... And that was you both :(..... When coco did this again...you are right...it was a nightmare....the worst of them all....and it left me more confused and sad...cause now i lost her again....:(....and now it's back down to one real friend.... But look how fucked up that is....we love our friends...and we hurt when our friends hurt..and i'm so sorry....cause you are hurting right now....and though i did express my sympathy, it's not really until now, that my wounds are healing that i see that yours aren't....and i'm sorry!!!

...i really wrote this right now,...to tell you i'm soooo sorry...:cry: ..when i told you all that stuff about coco that day a while back, i know i hurt you when i told you my real thoughts (at the time) about what kind of friend she was (at my work)...and your response hurt me as well....but mainly my friend i ammmmm soooooooooooooooooooo sorry that words can't even explain how much...... Not only because of what i said, but because i failed to really be a great friend and completely step into your shoes and realize that for me it's easier to zip up a wound and run and heal from it....but that for you.....how can you!?!?! She is your blood & your love for life....and your constant pain....i'm so sorry....i should have done a lot of things that i didn't...cause it just hurt too much....

.. I suck...and i just wanted to tell you that....i am sorry and you are one of the realest people in my life...and i love you!! I want your pain to heal, and if you'll take me.....i'm ready to go see coco>>>!!!! :)

...since sunday's soon will be taken, i can go not this sunday but for sure next!! :beating:!!! I love you amiga...and i'm sorry....i just had to have time to heal a lot of resentments and wounds, and now that they aren't so tender,....i can get close again....!!! :grouphug:
...i know that sometimes, i can be very cold, but it's a defense mechanism...and i'm working on it....but i do have a lot of love as well!!! !....god blesssss you and your family!!!!!!
thanks alta!!!! I know i try to hide how much it hurts because i can't live a life worrying about her. I love her well she got her sentence and she will be out in 4 months. Now the only thing we can do is help her when she gets out. So she wont relapse. I guess she needs positive people in her life and inspiration. She has an addictive personality but it is what it is.god gives us challenges sometimes and we have to overcome them.yeah let's go visit her for sure. She will be so happy. I know it's hard to stay friends with someone who doesn't care about themselves. I have given up on a lot of people in my life but my sister i just can't.. It's probably one of the main reasons i gained and gained this year. But it's over.. You know i was so scared today. And i was having knots in my stomach and look more bad news.... Then i think my sister isn't bad news it's good news too cuz shes off of drugs again. God bless her soul.
so my beautful dancer cousin stephanie goes to the doctor emergency cuz she's been bleeding when she goes poop. No pain no nothing. She goes to see what's going on and they find a fucking tumor the size of a golf ball in her colon. It's a mess. All i can say is please everyone say a little prayer that its benign.. Light a candle.............
 
I feel so much better!!!!! I'm so proud of muah!!! I didn't binge at all today.. woohoooo.... I drank like 10 glasses of water... hahahaha.. I decided that was better than eating like a piggy..

As for my cousin stephanie.. I was with her in emergency all day... wow what a day I tell you and it went cool.. :Angel_anim: :newangel: She's calm and I know everything will turn out positive it always does..

My food for today was a boca patty no buns... I have enough buns :roflmao: and 2 cups of coffee and 4 pieces of spicy tuna sushi... wooohoooo!!!! I'm still on a roll... I couldn't help it though and I had two bites of flan.... and 1 hersheys kisses.. stressful moments call for sweets but I kept them to a minimal which is awesome..

I'm feeling so good and will do my ball excersizes fo sho today.. yes Iwill!!!! and tomorrow is my bag sessions at 8 am and friday 8 am as well.. I'm telling you I feel so much slimmer..

Business is awesome I funded and recorded both my deals and now I need to get my ass back on track to go get new ones...........wooooohoooooo!!! other than that everything is dandy handy...
 
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