MandyH
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Q, I’m trying to keep your words in mind. I shouldn’t be trying to force things to happen. The time will come when the time is right. I just need to accept it and keep thinking positively I suppose. For the most part I do just fine being single, but every now and then it gets me down. I’ll be ok… eventually. 
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So, my big get back on track week resulted in massive failure. Once again, too many temptations around for me to stay on track. Worst of all was that it was all brought onto myself by myself. I have a candy dish at work, which my coworkers love, but this week I brought my favorite candy in thinking that I’ll be a good girl. Yeah, that lasted all of 10 minutes. My favorite is the Butterfinger. Once I start, I cannot stop! So, no more Butterfingers!
Monday I got my work out in. Tuesday I got half of a workout in. I used my laptop and it decided halfway through that it was time to reboot for some updates. It took forever so I just stretched it out and got in the shower to start getting ready for work. I was too lazy yesterday and today to get up to exercise so again, I didn’t.
This may sound odd, but even though I still ate horribly and didn’t exercise like I intended, I do feel ok with everything. I’m not sulking over it. It is what it is. I’ll just need to take it one day at a time. One hour at a time. One minute at a time. I’ll be back on track on soon.
In other news. Some of you may remember that last Dec I had to put my sick bearded dragon to sleep. Early last month I went to my local reptile store to see a clutch of babies they had and even though I was so tempted to bring one home I knew I shouldn’t because I had my vacation coming up. Well, I called earlier this week to see if they had any babies left figuring they’d say no they sold out, but there was one left. They usually sell really quickly so the fact that they had one left after over a month of being there, I took it as a sign that this may be the one meant for me. So I went to look at it Tuesday afternoon and fell in love with it! Bearded dragons have this weird behavior of licking things to explore their surroundings. That’s one of my favorite behaviors they show, it just looks so adorable. Well no sooner did I get her in my arms and she started licking my sweater. Needless to say, I brought her home with me. When these guys are young it’s hard to tell for sure if they’re male or female, but the breeder thinks she’s a girl so she’s a she for now. I’ve decided to name her Ember.
I promise I’ll get caught up on diaries soon. I feel horrible that I haven’t been checking in as often as I should.
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So, my big get back on track week resulted in massive failure. Once again, too many temptations around for me to stay on track. Worst of all was that it was all brought onto myself by myself. I have a candy dish at work, which my coworkers love, but this week I brought my favorite candy in thinking that I’ll be a good girl. Yeah, that lasted all of 10 minutes. My favorite is the Butterfinger. Once I start, I cannot stop! So, no more Butterfingers!
Monday I got my work out in. Tuesday I got half of a workout in. I used my laptop and it decided halfway through that it was time to reboot for some updates. It took forever so I just stretched it out and got in the shower to start getting ready for work. I was too lazy yesterday and today to get up to exercise so again, I didn’t.
This may sound odd, but even though I still ate horribly and didn’t exercise like I intended, I do feel ok with everything. I’m not sulking over it. It is what it is. I’ll just need to take it one day at a time. One hour at a time. One minute at a time. I’ll be back on track on soon.
In other news. Some of you may remember that last Dec I had to put my sick bearded dragon to sleep. Early last month I went to my local reptile store to see a clutch of babies they had and even though I was so tempted to bring one home I knew I shouldn’t because I had my vacation coming up. Well, I called earlier this week to see if they had any babies left figuring they’d say no they sold out, but there was one left. They usually sell really quickly so the fact that they had one left after over a month of being there, I took it as a sign that this may be the one meant for me. So I went to look at it Tuesday afternoon and fell in love with it! Bearded dragons have this weird behavior of licking things to explore their surroundings. That’s one of my favorite behaviors they show, it just looks so adorable. Well no sooner did I get her in my arms and she started licking my sweater. Needless to say, I brought her home with me. When these guys are young it’s hard to tell for sure if they’re male or female, but the breeder thinks she’s a girl so she’s a she for now. I’ve decided to name her Ember.
I promise I’ll get caught up on diaries soon. I feel horrible that I haven’t been checking in as often as I should.
