My Journal

[shorty061]

So today I started over on my weight loss journey. I keep going up and down with my weight and start and stop my dieting/exercise routine. It can be fustrating but I decided today to buckle down and get serious. So here are my stats- I'm 5'2 and currently weighed in today at 163. I have a very hourglass/curvy shape so I always look like I weigh less than I do so I'm looking to get down to about 125-130(which I will look about 115-120). I have a 16 month old daughter and gained way too much weight during the pregnancy and have been having a hard time losing the weight. I've lost 30lbs since the birth of my daughter, but still have the last 30 to go. I just joined a gym so I went there this morning and did 60 minutes on the elliptical. My plan is to do this everyday(before hubby goes to work). The problem I tend to struggle with is the late afternoon/evening temptations. I am a stay at home mom so it's hard not to munch on things since I am at home. My hubby is supportive but can also not be at the same sense. He will be very supportive one day and the next he will come home with a pizza and such. He's got a little bit of a jealous streak so I know it has to do with him not wanting me as attractive to other men. I don't understand why men do this, it's very fustrating. I'm getting healthy for me and to feel better about myself, I wish could make him understand that.