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My week has been extremely busy nothing new with that but im using my ghetto puter.. They cancelled my dietitians appointment last monday so im waiting for tomorrow to make an appointment.. I was suppose to be out of town this weekend but of course my daughters outdoor school started today.. Ive also had a migraine that wants to hold on for dear life for the last week, i think its because my allergies are getting bad.. time to pay bills and head to bed.. GN all :drooling:
 
Morning Sexy!! I think there are a lot of people getting hit bad by those damn allergies. Hopefully you can find some relief soon. I hope you had a great Mothers Day!! I'll check in on you later. Gotta run!
Kim
 
SexyPiscesBabe said:
I hope i get some good news out of monday.. Like i lost at least 2 pounds and that my breast is okay. I am scared to death thou.. I am afraid they are going to tell me i have gained weight, i dont feel like i have...
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Oh man so what happened??:eek: what was the news on tha bobbie??? :confused: I hate stuff like that........ it makes it hard to concentrate on anything else...........I hope it was all ok...........I am sending good vibes your way ~~~~~~~~~~ can u feel it??? lol

Ya know i had a friend who got married and i became pretty good buds with her hubby too and then he screwed around on her big time after 3 years of marriage and when they split i was so pissed at him that i quit talking to him, and i guess since i knew her first my loyalties layed with her........if she had been the cheater .........i don't know if i would have ditched her and stayed buds with him or not............my girlfriend and me are pretty thick thoe....so I probally would have stayed buds with both of them.........yeah I know i would have, man is that a double standard or what???? I know tha chicks he cheated on her with and they are skanks.......so i think that adds to my anger.......she is so pretty and funny and why he did that i will nver understand..............on the upside she remarried a really nice looking well off man and they have 2 kids and have been married for 10 years now!!! so who know what God has planned for you friend.......errrr friends... remember what you have controll over and what you don't! getting caught up in drama that is not really yours is not condusive to your happieness.......my advice would be to maybe write a pros and cons list of what you get from each relationship and what expectations you have in a future relatioship with each of them and then make your decision to continue friendship based on how you feel, try to keep what your friends have said about each other out of it and see where YOUR feelings really are...........If you decide that you want to be friends with both of them.......then do it and tell them that while you hate what has happened you still care about both of them......and if you decide that you only want to be friends with one of them than do that and have no regretts knowing that you were loyal to yourself, and you morals and feelings!!!!
dang I guess this is gettin hella long..........have a great day sister!!!!!
laters STAR
 
I fell off the wagon with my diet i just need a hand back on..

ARGHHH, Real life is a pain in the ass.. Ive been getting on to check emails and on to chat with my bud from cali while her husband is in Iraq.. Im also on my ghetto puter which is really ghetto if I didn't mention it...

I get horrible migraines in the heat so avoid anything hot and oregon is being an a-hole for heat right now..

My husband and I will been in semi finals for the next three weekends he was in last weekend but the team lost after two matches.. So Im busy as hell then the kids have a fishing tourney next weekend, lolol my youngest gets to fish from a big ummm wooden bucket for lack of better words..

Im full of cysts in my breast so they wanna do an ultrasound..

I have had a horrible head cold/flu since last sunday, its still going strong..

My daughter needs to have a colonoscopy done because she has had three severe bouts with rectal bleeding (they think it might be colon polyps) we have had numerous other exams to eliminate all other possibilities..

My middle child needs to get a tooth fixed she says her front tooth hurts and its chipped..

My son needs to see a pediatric urologist, we have had 5 cysts removed from his foreskin in 2 years and a bladder infection so they want me to go in and have them evaluate circumcision..

So if u dont see me its because the head cold finally killed me or the fishs got me.. Ill be on more while i'm waiting for specialists to call and set up appointments..

Huggsss all, I do miss yalls support
 
Hey Sexy~~ Heres one BIG HUGE HUG for ya!! :hug2: And just when I thought my day was hell, I'm so sorry your having all these darn issues, and it seems mainly in the health area. I'll put in a little prayer for ya my friend and send it your way for you and your kiddo's. I've been out for almost a week myself, so I'm just trying to get by everyone's diary's now. I'm so happy your back, and we all fall off the wagon every now and again, as long as you can find your way back, don't worry about it! It seems right now you have a lot more on your plate to worry about then trying to eat really good or getting in that exercise. Just do what you can and take it easy. You need to keep yourself healthy because you know they all count on you. So most importantly get yourself in tact first and for most, and rest, rest, rest as much as you can. Let me know how things go with those cysts, I know a lot of people are prone to those and most end up just being nothing to worry about. Keep your chin up, and remember we are here if you need us!
Kim
 
Hey sexi, just popping in to say hi. I read your first entry and am amazed by all you've been through. My sister lived alone in the late 80's starting when we were 15/17, so I know how you feel though I didnt have a baby to take care of so not really. And I thought crackheads went out with the 80's...

Hope you're feeling better and you get good news on the boob, daughter and son. Health problems are just incredibly stressful and the worrying and not knowing takes an incredible amount of energy.

I'm hoping the best for you mami :).
 
It’s been a month since I have logged in, RL keeps dragging me away. Lets let the good news out first, hubby made it to Vegas for pool in august. I thought there were more then that.

Neutral news, can't do anything for the kids till they have flare ups.

Bad news. Grandmother was diagnosed with Alzheimers and mother with severe degenerative bone disease and possibly MS. I have had to take time away from everyone to cope.

See that’s why I stopped posting, my life was getting deeper then just weight loss, I’m still at the same weight I was at when I left, I did however get off the depo, so in a few months when I'm preggers its Randy’s. Hopefully the hormones run their course and leave me alone, let me tell u, I’m sweating like a pig and walking everywhere and haven't lost jackshit. I miss everyone so much and feel I have abandoned my new friends but I don't want anyone to suffer with me in my misery. I'm trying to get back on track but my coping skills suck and I hide.

I adore everyone that’s supportive and I haven't left but I needed to deal with my skeletons in my closet and hope yall understand and forgive me.
 
It's nice to see you post, Autumn. I'm sorry you have had such massive issues to deal with. They must really feel heavy. I hope you are finding support from others, maybe other family at this time.

It's good that you are walking everywhere! I truly find that helps me deal with whatever comes up, but it can be hard to manage when there are a lot of other responsibilities to deal with. Good on you for sticking with it. Having at least one peg in place with your weight loss, will help you physically and emotionally, and will make it easier to plug away at other aspects.

I hope you're able to keep posting and keep us up to date. :)
 
Hello!! Missed YA! I do understand about taking care of personal stuff first and foremost, so don't worry about us here, we are just happy you stopped back in to let us know your doing alright! My prayers go out to you and your family! Take it easy and keep us posted. ~HUGS~
Kim
 
Today I have had toast, thankfully I haven't heaved them yet, the heat kills me.. I am thinking about what to make for dinner, BLTs sound good with a side of broccoli soup, husband usually vetos anything low fat low carb, but he is pissing me off because I think he likes me fat so I wont leave him
 
oh yes this sounds awesome

I love soups and im going to make this family eat right


Cream of Broccoli Soup
Weight Watchers

Evaporated fat-free milk makes this filling soup creamy but also keeps it low in calories and fat.

Ingredients
1 Medium onion(s), chopped
1 Medium garlic clove(s), minced
2 pound Broccoli, tough ends removed, stems and florets chopped
4 cup Fat-free chicken broth, or vegetable broth
1 cup Fat-free evaporated milk
1/2 tsp Hot pepper sauce, or to taste
1/4 tsp Table salt, or to taste
1/4 tsp Black pepper, or to taste

Preparation
Put onion and garlic in a 2-quart saucepan with 1/4 cup water and simmer until onion is soft, about 10 minutes; spoon into large pot.



Add broccoli and broth to onion mixture and bring to a boil over high heat. Once boiling, turn down heat and simmer until broccoli is soft but still green, about 8 minutes. Do not cover pot while broccoli is cooking or it will turn gray.



Remove soup from heat and blend until smooth. (Note: Be careful not to overfill blender to prevent the hot liquid from splattering.) Add evaporated milk and hot pepper sauce, and season with salt and pepper. Yields about 1 3/4 cups per serving.



Flavor Booster: Fresh chives perk up the flavor of cream soups. Sprinkle 1 teaspoon of minced chives on each serving. If available, garnish each bowl with 1 chive blossom
 
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Welcome back Autumn.

As far as the hubby keeping you off your food changes, well I suppose that's not uncommon for the reason(s) you're suggesting but it's not acceptable nor does it lend accountability.

If you want this change to come about, nothing will stop you - trust me on this. When you get the 'eye of the tiger', you'll know it and so will we. There is no set time for this, it just happens - usually out of a combination of many factors.

You know I love ya to pieces but you have shut me out just like I did to the world for many years myself. Had the internet not been my sanctuary, I would have been a total shut-in not to mention I would've miss a grand opportunity to have met you and all the great convo's we use to have.

You know why I shut out the world first-hand. You walked that walk with me. You were there. Only the internet let me shine in personality, you know I hated my obesity, you knew my fears and talked me through my social crisis. You knew I was a man of low or no self-esteem. Remember what you did back then carried me well until I time where I could resolve my own problems, I would never abandon you in this time where the role reversal is my task to uphold.

So lean on me.

Un-clutter your mind.

Then lean on me harder. I'm strong enough for both of us.

Just believe.
 
Well said Trucker!! I think your food choices sound WONDERFUL!! And sweetheart this is about you my friend, NOT YOUR HUBBY!! Do it for you and only you and screw him if he's wanting to keep you a certain way, your beautiful and I'm sure it's his own insecurities that are making him feel this way. It's funny also, because most men believe that if food is low calorie, or good for you that it won't taste good at all. They are dead wrong there, you can make hundreds of really good family recipes using items that are better for you and most you can't even tell a bit. He might be surprised to find out that it taste the same, maybe even better in some situations. Keep making those good meals, and keep thinking the better you are to YOURSELF, the better you will feel, and the better role model you are for your kids, and they should be the next important person in your life, YOU BEING FIRST of course. Stay strong, you got it right in my book. Later my friend!
Kim
 
Hey sexy we can do this together

Both of us are going to do this if we have to kick :boxing: each others asses.. you hear me. We can't keep letting our men say no or try to stop us. Although mine can't really tell me much as he doesn't know I am even doing this... yet.. lol Anyways, you have always said that we can do anything we put our minds to, so lets do it. :jump:

Anyways you know i am always here to talk and help you in anyway I can as we are a state apart. :hug2:
 
hello is anyone there.. lol

Hey Autumn, Am i going to have to kick your booty girl? Where have you been? You need to get back on here and update us as to where you are with your progress... lol Yeah yeah i know your busy with the kids and getting ready for manny to go to vegas soon. But dang you need to come here. I miss chatting with you as much as we did before.

Ok well catch ya later. lots of love your little sis. :newangel:
 
all i got to say is i wish i could get my roasts as tender as my ass cheeks..

yesterday my car broke down and so I am hoofing it everywhere and i think this is a gawd send.. 3 miles down this morning 3 more later this afternoon... My husband said oh i hate to see u walk I will get ur car up and running this weekend.. I told him no i need to walk.. My kids think they are going to die having to walk to school and back in the afternoon... LOL oh well.. I said oh please dear gawd dont let my legs hurt and they dont but my ass muscles hurt like holy hell.. XOXO
 
Hey sexy!! It's nice to see you on again, I've missed ya! See sometimes a bad thing can be turned into a good thing and in that case it did. EXCELLENT job on making it a "good" thing. :D And you must be hoofing it pretty hard if your ass cheeks are killing you. Personally, my dogs (feet) would be barking, that's an expression my sis and I use when our feet feel like their going to fall off. HAHAHAHA Besides the car issues, how's everything else in your neck of the woods? How are the children? Are you still trying to watch what you eat? I've been in plateausville for so long now, I feel like a newby. HAHAHA well, I'm glad your still around and even happier your doing some walking. Great job!
Kim
 
Hey sis, I'm sorry to hear that your ass cheeks are hurting but you know what its better they are hurting due to you walking everyone then they are from me coming up there to kick your booty.. lol :) anyways I'm glad you finally decided to stop by and somewhat update us on things..

I told you that you would feel it and don't worry the kids will thank you in the end once they realize that its healthier for them then being stuck in the damn car all day.. lol :p trust me I know we used to have to walk to school and home all the time when we were their age and had i kept up with it when i was in highschool i wouldn't be in the predicament i am in now.. haha see you around sis

love your little sis.
 
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