MGB's Diary: "Clean Your Plate," they said.

Alrighty... being as both the lovely Val and the pervy T2 Trucker dragged my ass in here, I'd first like to thank every single one of you for dropping in to check up on me. I'll eventually thank every single one of you, because it's only polite to, but right now I'm pressed for time and can't do it.

As for myself, I'll just be brief with it. I found out my father was diagnosed bipolar 3-4 years ago, but my mother seemed to have forgotten to tell me that tidbit of information before moving in. Things are very difficult, but for the time being, all I can do is be there for my family and hope and pray things can only get better. (Which infact they will, but I just have to be patient.) As for my divorce.... it's still going on strong, but I'm just confused. Why in the fuck is it taking so long when I'm not even fighting for property. I know why... because my soon-to-be-ex-husband's a fucking prick. That's why. Shitbag.

The last time I lost weight, I did it mainly so that my husband would possibly fall back in love with me. After moving to NY, I felt as if he didn't want to be seen with me in public anymore. As a result, I did whatever I could do to be that "perfect, beautiful wife." Even if it meant spending hours working out every day of the week while he was at work. (Yah.. guilty as charged. I spent anywhere from 2-5 hours, 6-7 days a week in the gym when all that shit was going down.) I did it for him and not really for me. I went about it all wrong. The problem was, I was in denial that he fell out of love with me.

This time around will be different. I won't be beating myself up and wondering what I did to my husband to make him feel the way he did towards me. It happened and now it's time for me to move on with my life, without him. I will be doing this for me and only me.

As for my results.... so far I'm down to 186 and my weigh in is this Saturday. Hopefully I'll get some good news and if not, I'll be patient and run my ass up the hill for a bit of HIIT. I've taken all of your advice and am getting my ass up at 5am and doing what needs to be done. Speaking of which, I got a hill to attack. Once again, thank you everyone... you'll hear from me soon enough.

-Sheryl
 
MsGhettoBooty said:
I found out my father was diagnosed bipolar 3-4 years ago
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I knew it! But I'm sorry to hear it, just the same :( My positive energy is traveling at warp speed to HI to aid you in the strength to truck on and not let his antics get to you too hard, my dear sweet Bootygirl :hug2:

MsGhettoBooty said:
The last time I lost weight, I did it mainly so that my husband would possibly fall back in love with me.
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I remember that! Damn I thought you were doing it FOR ME :( ;) :biggrinjester:

Sorry, sweet Sheryl. At least now you're wiser and stronger and optimistic--and have let the relationship go. You have LOT a of funtimes and joyous occasions being your old self again, coming back at ya! I know it! :party:
 
Hey Sheryl :)

Hang in there honeychild. You be aight. One day at a time right? Keep up with the hard work that your doing for YOU this time my friend, your doing great.

Take Care,
Sam
 
Bipolar.

That makes some sense.

Not that you would ever reply to the last PM I sent you.

Because this is all about ME of course!

:p

Hi Sheryl. Hang in there.
 
Bi-polar makes sense, that's for sure. Is he on meds for that?

It's funny b/c I always thought you were doing it for you, but like I said earlier, you put up a great facade. This time around it's bound to be better--even though I think your weight-loss results were fantastic before. :)

Anyway, woman, you know we all love and support you here and want to have hot sex with you (yes the boys and the girls). :D

I know TLD was yesterday, but I'm sending some belated wet smoochies and titty fondlings your way. :beating:
 
Luv ya tons doll! :beating:

Everything is gonna work out on all accounts and you are gonna be stronger/better! (I didn't even think that would be possible in your case! ;)
You hottie you...:biggrinjester: )

~Hang in there~

<3 Stacy
 
MsGhettoBooty said:
Randy,

you fucker. This is no way for me to have to write in my own damn diary. It's called MSN, you dick!!! lol I hate you.. but I love you... I want to choke you... but I want to smootch you. Hey.. it's kind of like "chokey-chokey-fucky-fucky" eh? LMAO!!!
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Shit. I've been doing this stuff all wrong. Thanks for clarifying, Sheryl :p
 
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Sheryl, when I read your posts it's like taking an MRI of my brain ...

Seriously, girl ... I think we were separated at birth!! Although your gestation was a couple of decades more than mine :smilielol5:

Anyway, life is best lived the way WE want to live it, so fuck everybody else and get on with YOUR life!!!! You can get through this because there's lot of luv and support here :)

I'm glad Randy yanked you back on here, because I was actually starting to CARE about you ... ;) The truth was, I was a bit worried about you. You've got a cluster fuck of a meal sitting on your plate right now, and it's time to start tossing it down the garburator.

If you need any help purging, let me know :smash:
 
I_love_muscle said:
Sheryl, when I read your posts it's like taking an MRI of my brain ...

Seriously, girl ... I think we were separated at birth!! Although your gestation was a couple of decades more than mine :smilielol5:

Anyway, life is best lived the way WE want to live it, so fuck everybody else and get on with YOUR life!!!! You can get through this because there's lot of luv and support here :)

I'm glad Randy yanked you back on here, because I was actually starting to CARE about you ... ;) The truth was, I was a bit worried about you. You've got a cluster fuck of a meal sitting on your plate right now, and it's time to start tossing it down the garburator.

If you need any help purging, let me know :smash:
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Ya, Maureen definitely reminds me of Sheryl.

And that's something I thought I'd never say.
 
Sheryl, You are going through a difficult process (divorce) as well as dealing with your family issues and then the weight thing (and the way that makes you feel about yourself) on top of it.

I work in family law and as I have said before, went through a divorce myself (12 years ago now). I had a lot of anger from the marriage and the divorce...and that comes with the territory for everyone. I think it is much like the grieving process--the death of your marriage. You have to go through each phase. And you will. You are strong. You're gonna come out of this in even stronger and wiser! Kick ass girl!
 
**Thinking of ya** :hug2:

I sure miss you sweetie. :beating:

I have been thinking about ya today a lot.

**Sending love and good vibes and prayers!** :Angel_anim:

<3 Stacy
 
Damn! I figured I'd check up on my favorite Hawaiin hottie and it looks like you've been having a tough time whilst I've been on hiatus :(

I'm very sorry to read of your troubles . One of your posts about your losing weight "for someone else instead of yourself" really struck a chord with me. The last time I lost weight about 10 years ago was for the very same reason. It didn't work for me:ack2:
Anyways, it sounds like you have a positive attitude and I'm sure this will make you a stronger person. Been there , done it. Don't you dare beat yourself up over anything. or I'll have to come give you a spankin! :D
Oh wait, you'd prolly like that:smash:
 
Hmm...Paul's single, Sheryl's single....is it time for BB to play matchmaker?? :D

Sheryl, where the hell and how the hell are ya? :hug2:
 
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