Hello, my name is Jay I am 15 years old and i am about to turn 16 in 2 months. Right now is September 20, my birthday is november 5 and i turn 16 on november 5. I am overweight. I am 15 (2 months to 16) and i am a sophomore in High School and i weigh 280-300 pounds. Also my height is 5'11-6'0 (in between).
I am not really sure if i'm 300 pounds but i sure do know that i am 280 pounds. I have stepped on a weighing scale since like 5 months ago. So yes i put 280-300 pounds because when i measured my weight 5 months ago i was 280 pounds. First of all, lemme tell you all my story, story of a 15 year old boy who is in High School and nobody likes him because he is overweight.
Ever since i became a teenager, i wanted to lose weight. I've been overweight since when i was a baby (that was my parents told me, they said i've been chubby since i was born, they also showed me some pics of me when i was a baby.) Ever since i got into High School i felt like i just woke up. I am in High School and nobody likes me. I only have one friend. I want to have many friends because i am always depressed. I am an introvert. I am always serious and quiet. I don't feel comfortable talking to people because they might not like me because of how i look and because i am overweight. I have fallen in love lots of times since when i was 13. Those girls that i fell in love with never knew that i was in love with them because i didn't have the guts to talk to them because they might make fun of me or might say "ewww" because a fat 15 year old wanted to go out with them. And i know that people don't like me because when i get close to people, they look at me like i was kind of monster, they move away from me. I also have really low self-esteem. I don't like myself because i am overweight. But i know that i would like myself if i force to lose weight.
Now i am 15. I have learned that being overweight is really dangerous. Not just dangerous, it also affects your personal feelings. Right now i am typing this while crying, seeking for suggestions, advice, or help from you guys.
I really want to lose weight. And im tellin' ya, being 280 pounds 15 year old is really really hard. I am a sophomore in High School and i am really lucky that i don't have P.E. because i have this class called AVID. That is my only happiness in life, which is not having P.E. AVID is an academic class that helps students be prepared for life after High School and get to college. I admit i am smart, but i suck on other things, such as socializing because i have low self-confidence and playing sports.
This is kinda too personal or harsh, but i want to tell you guys the truth. Again i am in High School, and i am really struggling in SCHOOL. Not mentally but physically. BELIEVE ME OR NOT, one of the desks in my Spanish class is too small for me, i can not fit in the desk, and i am serious. Well, i CAN fit in the desk, BUT when i sit down the desk squeezes my big stomach which is OK to me, it doesn't really hurt me BUT people can easily see that my stomach is being squeezed by the desk and really noticeable so people look at me laughing at me, my stomach. Nope, my stomach getting squeezed by the desk doesn't hurt, what hurts is when people look at me and laugh. It really really hurts me. And yes it happens everyday since i have Spanish everyday, so i have to suffer during Spanish class everyday. It doesn't happen only in Spanish class, also in English. In my English class the desks are also too small for me, but in my other classes i am fine because they have tables and chairs not desks. I know this sounds really funny to you guys but not to me. When i saw this forums i thought that this is where i belong and where i could seek help so i forced myself to typing this so i could get suggestions and lose weight.
Another problem is my life is the cloth fitting. And yes i know that all overweight people suffers through this. I am 15 years old and my shirt sizes are 5XL. Though, 3X can fit on me, i just want 5X because it is big. By the way, i listen to Hip-Hop/Rap and i dress like those Rappers you see on T.V. So yes i have 5XL because i want big T-Shirts that reaches my knee like those rappers you see on T.V. Anyway, so yes my shirts are 5XL, and my pants are size 47. The only person who knows the sizes of my clothes is my mom. She is the only one i could talk to, but i don't talk to her about this, because it feels embarassing to tell my Mom that i am fat and i want to lose weight and people make fun of me. I don't want my mom to feel bad for me. I want to make her proud. I want to lose weight and join the basketball team in my school. I am between 5'11 to 6'0 and yes i am tall, but fat.
I am 15 years old 280 pounds and i am experiencing pains already which i think is really bad. Sometimes i get backaches, and sometimes when i sleep i wake up shouting because one of my legs really HURT and it was like squeezing my LEG SO HARD AND it was really painful. Or some other people call it Cramps. It is like on games, such as basketball when a player's leg started to hurt and the player had to sit down and straighten his leg for the pain to go away.
I am really a depressed person. And i am in love with this girl, but she doesn't know it, but she knows me. I really want to change my life. When i saw those fat-burning medicines or pills, i wished to myself that i wish i was 18 so i could buy those pills and start losing weight. I heard those pills make you poop a lot because they burn your fat inside then your fat goes to your bladder then you have to poop. I heard this from my aunt because she was really fat then now she is "sexy" as what people call it because she took a fat-burning pill years ago.
Again i am really depressed. Everyday after school i come home, lock up myself in my room and cry. That's what i do everyday afterschool. Instead of hanging out with my friends, i lock up myself crying, thinking about myself as a fat person and nobody likes me and i suck at socializing because whenever i talk i think that the listener was laughing in his head because i am fat and everybody makes fun of me.
I have these 2 10 pound weights in my room. I lift the 10 pound weights with my 2 hands untill i have lifted them up to 20. After 20 i rest then lifted another 10. I lift them everyday. Then i do sit-ups every other day. Ex, monday, wed, friday.
Those exercises seems to be not working, and i am still sad. I feel like taking drugs or commiting suicide because i don't belong in this world. But i am smart enough that drugs is not the way to solve this so i remained patient. I really really really really really don't know what to do. All i know is to cry in my room alone, locked up.
As you can see, this post is really long. It took me 30 minutes to think out and write about my life and what i am experiencing right now. I really rely on you guys. Please give me some suggestions to lose at least 100 pounds ( i am 280 pounds, i would be 180 pounds if i lose 100 pounds.) I really need help. I don't know if talking to doctor would help, because i think the doctor would just tell me to do exercises everyday and stop eating junk foods (which i am trying.) Im tellin' ya, being heart-broken (because the girl i love doesn't like me) and overweight feelings, negative comments (people in my school doesn't like me, i have no friends) is really really depressing. Please reply as soon as possible.
Please thanks in advance and for the help.... thank you...
I am not really sure if i'm 300 pounds but i sure do know that i am 280 pounds. I have stepped on a weighing scale since like 5 months ago. So yes i put 280-300 pounds because when i measured my weight 5 months ago i was 280 pounds. First of all, lemme tell you all my story, story of a 15 year old boy who is in High School and nobody likes him because he is overweight.
Ever since i became a teenager, i wanted to lose weight. I've been overweight since when i was a baby (that was my parents told me, they said i've been chubby since i was born, they also showed me some pics of me when i was a baby.) Ever since i got into High School i felt like i just woke up. I am in High School and nobody likes me. I only have one friend. I want to have many friends because i am always depressed. I am an introvert. I am always serious and quiet. I don't feel comfortable talking to people because they might not like me because of how i look and because i am overweight. I have fallen in love lots of times since when i was 13. Those girls that i fell in love with never knew that i was in love with them because i didn't have the guts to talk to them because they might make fun of me or might say "ewww" because a fat 15 year old wanted to go out with them. And i know that people don't like me because when i get close to people, they look at me like i was kind of monster, they move away from me. I also have really low self-esteem. I don't like myself because i am overweight. But i know that i would like myself if i force to lose weight.
Now i am 15. I have learned that being overweight is really dangerous. Not just dangerous, it also affects your personal feelings. Right now i am typing this while crying, seeking for suggestions, advice, or help from you guys.
I really want to lose weight. And im tellin' ya, being 280 pounds 15 year old is really really hard. I am a sophomore in High School and i am really lucky that i don't have P.E. because i have this class called AVID. That is my only happiness in life, which is not having P.E. AVID is an academic class that helps students be prepared for life after High School and get to college. I admit i am smart, but i suck on other things, such as socializing because i have low self-confidence and playing sports.
This is kinda too personal or harsh, but i want to tell you guys the truth. Again i am in High School, and i am really struggling in SCHOOL. Not mentally but physically. BELIEVE ME OR NOT, one of the desks in my Spanish class is too small for me, i can not fit in the desk, and i am serious. Well, i CAN fit in the desk, BUT when i sit down the desk squeezes my big stomach which is OK to me, it doesn't really hurt me BUT people can easily see that my stomach is being squeezed by the desk and really noticeable so people look at me laughing at me, my stomach. Nope, my stomach getting squeezed by the desk doesn't hurt, what hurts is when people look at me and laugh. It really really hurts me. And yes it happens everyday since i have Spanish everyday, so i have to suffer during Spanish class everyday. It doesn't happen only in Spanish class, also in English. In my English class the desks are also too small for me, but in my other classes i am fine because they have tables and chairs not desks. I know this sounds really funny to you guys but not to me. When i saw this forums i thought that this is where i belong and where i could seek help so i forced myself to typing this so i could get suggestions and lose weight.
Another problem is my life is the cloth fitting. And yes i know that all overweight people suffers through this. I am 15 years old and my shirt sizes are 5XL. Though, 3X can fit on me, i just want 5X because it is big. By the way, i listen to Hip-Hop/Rap and i dress like those Rappers you see on T.V. So yes i have 5XL because i want big T-Shirts that reaches my knee like those rappers you see on T.V. Anyway, so yes my shirts are 5XL, and my pants are size 47. The only person who knows the sizes of my clothes is my mom. She is the only one i could talk to, but i don't talk to her about this, because it feels embarassing to tell my Mom that i am fat and i want to lose weight and people make fun of me. I don't want my mom to feel bad for me. I want to make her proud. I want to lose weight and join the basketball team in my school. I am between 5'11 to 6'0 and yes i am tall, but fat.
I am 15 years old 280 pounds and i am experiencing pains already which i think is really bad. Sometimes i get backaches, and sometimes when i sleep i wake up shouting because one of my legs really HURT and it was like squeezing my LEG SO HARD AND it was really painful. Or some other people call it Cramps. It is like on games, such as basketball when a player's leg started to hurt and the player had to sit down and straighten his leg for the pain to go away.
I am really a depressed person. And i am in love with this girl, but she doesn't know it, but she knows me. I really want to change my life. When i saw those fat-burning medicines or pills, i wished to myself that i wish i was 18 so i could buy those pills and start losing weight. I heard those pills make you poop a lot because they burn your fat inside then your fat goes to your bladder then you have to poop. I heard this from my aunt because she was really fat then now she is "sexy" as what people call it because she took a fat-burning pill years ago.
Again i am really depressed. Everyday after school i come home, lock up myself in my room and cry. That's what i do everyday afterschool. Instead of hanging out with my friends, i lock up myself crying, thinking about myself as a fat person and nobody likes me and i suck at socializing because whenever i talk i think that the listener was laughing in his head because i am fat and everybody makes fun of me.
I have these 2 10 pound weights in my room. I lift the 10 pound weights with my 2 hands untill i have lifted them up to 20. After 20 i rest then lifted another 10. I lift them everyday. Then i do sit-ups every other day. Ex, monday, wed, friday.
Those exercises seems to be not working, and i am still sad. I feel like taking drugs or commiting suicide because i don't belong in this world. But i am smart enough that drugs is not the way to solve this so i remained patient. I really really really really really don't know what to do. All i know is to cry in my room alone, locked up.
As you can see, this post is really long. It took me 30 minutes to think out and write about my life and what i am experiencing right now. I really rely on you guys. Please give me some suggestions to lose at least 100 pounds ( i am 280 pounds, i would be 180 pounds if i lose 100 pounds.) I really need help. I don't know if talking to doctor would help, because i think the doctor would just tell me to do exercises everyday and stop eating junk foods (which i am trying.) Im tellin' ya, being heart-broken (because the girl i love doesn't like me) and overweight feelings, negative comments (people in my school doesn't like me, i have no friends) is really really depressing. Please reply as soon as possible.
Please thanks in advance and for the help.... thank you...