Thanks guys

And I've never been called "da bomb" before. Been told I blew up the bathroom yes....."da bomb" no, lol. Can ya tell I'm tired and don't care what I write atm? lol. Anyways I so appreciate having all this support, it's making all the difference.
This week has been crazy though, and one of the most stressful. Weird that I'm having one of my most successful times of weightloss in the middle of chaos where nothing else is going right. That's reassuring to me because if I can do this now, when I've never been able to hold it together in these circumstances before, then that's something.
I'm probably starting to sound like a broken record by now, sorry. Guess after having an "epiphany" I'm just still so shocked. Society has us convinced that weightloss is supposed to be complicated and hard and if you don't suffer every step of the way then you just don't have willpower. Then of everything I've ever tried just trying to eat healthy and counting my calories and I'm losing more weight than on any strict crazy diet. I'm definitely SOL though because when I've lost 200lbs I could never write a book on it and make my fortune...too simple and would never take up more than a page, lol.
Anyway SO glad I'm feeling better healthwise too or I'd have had a nervous breakdown yesterday. The awesome job my husband got fell through, AFTER he had already quit his other job. He was told it was his but since they'd had so many people quit after the first week they told him to come in this Monday for training and if he liked it, it was his. At the end of that day they were very pleased and the hiring guy was setting up the rest of his training when the owner walks in and says hold up, he had to talk to him first. End result apparently the owner gave the job to some other guy who'd done the route before without talking to the guy that does the hiring and shoved my husband out.
I guess on the upside my husband is top on the list now if another opening does happen...which is rarely. But part of me says why would he want it now...I'm seriously pissed. And they KNEW he put in notice and quit his other job. So anyway upside is that my husband was able to get his job back but he hasn't been making enough money there in the first place and now we're going to be short a two week paycheck. Plus his schedule is completely different and we won't be having any days off together at all now.
Needless to say I'm a bit stressed about finances considering we just bought our first home in July. But things always have a way of working themselves out so I'm telling myself to not stress, God has it handled.
I'm going to go catch a nap I think but then I have to study for a huge exam next week...I'm so behind on my studying for my classes its not even funny.
On a happier note, I can't wait to weigh in tomorrow and log my weight for the sept. challenge
