Lido's Diary - On My Way To The Beach!

Lido

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Well here I am. I don't have a compelling story. I don't have any extraordinary motivation to lose weight. I'm just a girl - one you would see walking down the street, carrying textbooks, or hurrying to her job. I'm just a girl - one you would see in a supermarket, or in line at a fast food restaurant. I'm just a girl. And this is my story.


Introductory Post - The Basics

About Me:
Current Height : 4'10.5
Current Weight : 139 lbs
Current BMI : 29.0
Goal Weight : 95 - 100
Goal BMI : 20.9
Other Goals : To be able to wear a bikini (muscle toning required)
Job : Swim instructor/lifeguard



More about my weight loss goals:

1) How much weight do you want to lose?
About 30 pounds

2) What is the timeframe for reaching your target weight?
Well the sooner the better! Realistically, I would like to be about 115 by June, and 100 by September.

3) How do you want to accomplish your goal (what methods do you want to use)?
I want to get my diet back on track. No more unhealthy eating, skipping breakfasts, or over eating. I also would like to exercise more.

4) Who or what can support you in reaching your goal?
Hopefully, all of you!

5) How realistic is your goal?
It's sort of realistic - I'm not sure about the time period. It will all depend on how successful I am in sticking with my plan

6) When will you start?
Right now!

7) Why do you want to lose weight?
So many reasons... For health reasons, I want to lessen the effects of Acid Reflux that I experience, and reduce my chance of getting diabetes. I want to be able to shop and travel and feel good about myself. I want to like what I see when I look in the mirror. I want to be an inspiration to my friends and family who have weight loss goals as well.

8) Do you want to lose weight for a specific life event such as wedding or reunion? If so, when is that event?
I want to lose weight for graduation. It is at the end of may. I already have a dress, and it looks decent at my current weight, but it could look so much better on me, if I could lose a few pounds.

9) What obstacles could get between you and your weight loss goals?
Sometimes I am so busy that I neglect my lifestyle. Sometimes I only eat one meal a day, so I don't have much of a metabolism.

10) Why do you think that you now have a weight problem?
Right now, I have a weight problem because I am unmotivated to change my lifestyle.

11) What lifestyle changes do you think would help you lose weight?
Eating 3 meals a day, and 2 snacks each day, before 5 pm. I also want to eat more healthy foods, and increase the fruits and vegetables in my diet. I also want to exercise at least once a day, and drink more water.

12) Have you lost weight in the past? If so, what has worked in the past to help you lose weight?
A few years ago, when I was still a competitive swimmer, before competitions we had strict dietary restrictions. No processed food, fast food, excess sugar or fats, no fried food, ect. I was motivated to stick to this to do well in the competitive arena, and I was able to lose weight to be what my target weight was, and able to maintain it for several years.

13) Why do you believe that you did not lose weight or you gained the weight back?
I gained weight when I stopped swimming, and was no longer motivated to stick to such a strict diet.

14) What, if anything, has not worked for you in the past in helping you to lose weight? Why do you think it did not work?
Trying to eat less hasn't worked, because I've stopped eating breakfast, and rarely eat dinner. I end up eating unhealthy food, and my body retains everything I eat. It has slowed my metabolism, and I've gained weight because of this.

15) Would you try writing down all food and drink consumed for a given period of time?
Yes, that's why I have this diary.

16) Do you cook at home often? If so, what do you cook?
My mother cooks, which is part of the problem. These foods are not always healthy.

17) How often do you go out to eat? Where do you go?
I go out to eat 3-4 times each week. I go to subway, or mr. sub, which is relatively healthy, but I eat too much.

18) What are your three favorite foods?
Sandwiches, Slurpees and Pizza

19) What are your three favorite restaurants?
Subway, Mr. Sub, Quiznos Subs --> Can you tell I like sandwiches?

20) If you woke up tomorrow and your body was exactly the way you want it, what would be different?
Well, I would be taller - but since that isn't an option, I would settle for having toned arms and stomach, and thinner legs. I wouldn't have love handles, or extra fat on my face.

21) Do you eat when you are not hungry?
Not usually

22) Do you binge eat (large amounts at a time)?
Yes

23) Do you hide your food or eat in secret?
Yes

24) Do you eat when you are sad, nervous, or depressed?
Yes

25) Do you eat as a reward?
Yes

26) Do you eat while watching TV or using the computer?
No

27) In terms of exercise, what, if anything, are you currently doing?
I work, which involves spending 3+ hours in the swimming pool, which is not intensive exercise, its mostly standing in the pool. I try to walk at least once a day.

28) Where do you go for exercise? A local public gym? School/work gym? Home?
Around the city, or to the swimming pool

29) What, if anything, are your three favorite types of exercise?
Swimming, walking, and would like to get into running. Also like skiing, and skating.

30) Do you have rewards for certain goals?
Not particularily - my rewards in the past have been food.
 
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April 2, 2009

Food eaten:
Lunch - 2 slices of pizza (520 calories), glass of water (0 calories), areo chocolate bar (220 calories)
Snack - 1 medium slurpee (300 calories)
Dinner - 2 eggs (160 calories), 2 slices of white toast with margarine (180 calories)

Exercise: None

Total Calories: 1380 Calories
 
April 3, 2009

Food eaten:
Breakfast: Cherry Yogurt (60 calories)
Snack: Red Apple (120 calories)
Lunch: 6'' sandwich (290 calories), 355 mL coke (190 calories) 2 chocolate chip cookies (340 calories)
Snack: Banana (100 calories)
Dinner: 6" sandwich (290 calories)

Water: 1 litre
Exercise: None

Total Calories: 1390 Calories
 
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Thoughts about April 3, 2009

Today, even though I had 10 more calories then yesterday it was a good day. First of all, I ate 3 meals, and had 2 snacks - something I don't normally do. The cookies and pop killed me today. There were more calories in those combined, then almost my whole 12" sandwich!!! Next time I will try to chose a healthier alternative. I am very proud of myself today - mainly because I ate my sandwich in 2 sittings, where usually I eat the whole thing at once. Tomorrow is the weekend, so it will be a challenge to maintain my healthy eating habbits but I can do it!
 
So, the last question I did in my introductory diary entry was about using food as a reward. And that got me thinking. Why do I need to use food as a reward. I am thinking that instead I will use clothing as a reward - there are so many cute things out there for summer now! I am going to use a "points" system, based on maintaining a healthy lifestyle, because ultimately, that is what is going to count. I believe weight loss will be a side effect of that.

- Eat Healthy Breakfast in Morning – 2 points
- Eat Healthy Snack before Lunch – 1 point
- Eat Healthy Lunch – 2 points
- Eat Healthy Snack before dinner – 1 point
- Eat Healthy Dinner – 2 points
- Eat Only Healthy Foods all day – 5 points
- If consecutive string of 2 or more days with all points - 1 point

Total Points available: 13 points/day.

When I get 100 points, I will treat myself to some cute summer clothing item!
 
April 4, 2009

Food eaten:
Breakfast: Ham and Cheese Omlet (380 calories), Apple Juice (114 calories)
Lunch: Maple and Brown Sugar Oatmeal (160 calories)
Snack: Half a Grapefruit (50 calories)
Snack: Bowl of Frozen Melon (60 calories), 1 piece of chocolate (40 calories)
Dinner: 5 pieces of pizza (260 x 5 calories), cherry juice (250 calories)

Water: 1 Glass
Exercise: None

Total Calories: 2350 Calories

*I got 5 points today, out of a possible 13... not so good :(
 
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Thoughts about April 4, 2009

The day started off a little rocky - I probably should just have had eggs, rather then a full omlette, but that would have been ok. Then I weighed myself, and was shocked to find out that I am almost 140 lbs. I never imagined I would be so much. To others it might not seem like a lot, but on my small frame, every pound shows. It isn't good. The rest of the day went ok - I had a healthy lunch, and 2 really good healthy snacks. I even used nutritiondata.com to find some of the best foods for weight loss. I love melon, and was delighted to find that I could eat a whole bowl for very few calories.

Then disaster set in. I was waiting a long time, for my dad to bring home dinner. Saturday night is always pizza night for my family, but by the time he got home, I felt like I was starving, and I ate WAY more then I should have. The entire day went to waste in just one meal. I ate 1300 calories in pizza alone. Also, the juice was quite a few calories, which I didn't realize. Now I need to get back on track. I am going to go for a walk tonight, and walk off some of the calories, and also clear my head. When I get back, I will make a meal plan for tomorrow, and stick to it. Maybe that way I can keep myself from making huge mistakes. On the plus side, I only ate a little over 1000 calories all day, excluding the pizza. I will try to stick to that kind of number tomorrow. Wish me luck cause I really really need it.
 
I have a new outlook. Yesterday, I thought I was a little under 130 lbs. It wasn't so bad. I had accepted that, and while I realized that I needed to lose weight, it wasn't as urgent as it is now. Now, for the 4th night in a row, I have only gotten 3 hours of sleep, because I wake up with acid reflux and can't sleep. While I've been getting a lot done in this time, it can't be healthy. I know that getting a good night's sleep is instrumental to effective weightloss, but I don't see my symptoms subsiding until I lose some weight. It will be hard, but I can do it - that is the stubbornness in me coming out. Here are some of the foods, that I will make a bigger effort to eat, because they are both nutritional, and low in calories:

- Yogurt
- Grapefruit
- Frozen Melon
- Frozen Strawberries
- Oatmeal
- Water

I will try to keep my caloric intake as low as I can this week, to lose a few pounds, so I can get back on track.

I also am going to exercise more - here is my exercise plan.

Monday/Friday/Sunday: Work, Walk
Tuesday/Wednesday/Thursday: Jog, Walk
Saturday: Rest Day, Walk

Now, I have never been much of a runner - so I don't know how successful that part of my plan will be. I have always been a swimmer, and am not used to the impact of running. In the past when I have tried to jog, I always find I end up getting "injured" within the first week (either blisters, or I roll my ankle:nopity:), and then I quit. Does anyone have any tips for success for me?
 
HELP! Emergency!

I've been told I am going for Lunch - what am I going to do? How can I still eat heathy?
 
Hello Lido,

I hope you are doing well. Keep up with the Healthy Eating, I know how difficult it can be. I think Slurpee's are a big part of the Calgarian diet!! haha
I haven't had one though for almost a freakin year!!! OMG!!!!:willy_nilly: (I used to have them weekly)

It is good to see that you're not being too hard on yourself, as we all seem to do from time to time.

I hope that lunch worked out for you. I had a family get together dinner a few nights ago, and I knew b4 hand that we were going to be ordering Pizza. So I could have not gone. But I did, and I just watched how many I ate. But in the future if I'd like I could always just not go. Or I could bring something else next time, or offer something else.

With running, I would say start out slow, don't over exert yourself. I have heard good things about the "running room." You can also try (whatever works for you though) Running/jogging for 2 mins, walking 2 mins, run/jog 2 mins, walk 2 mins, or 30 seconds, or run/jog 5 mins, walk 2.5 mins.

For blisters and such, maybe check into what kind of shoe you're wearing, if it's too big or too small.

Also I have found really good insight from
 
April 5, 2009

Food eaten:
Breakfast: Maple and Brown Sugar Oatmeal (160 calories), Water
Snack: Bowl of Frozen Melon (60 calories)
Lunch: 4 pieces of Pizza :( (240 calories X 4 = 960 Calories)
Snack: Half a Grapefruit (50 calories)
Snack: Cherry and Vanilla Yogurt (60 calories)

Water: 2 Glasses + 1 litre!
Exercise: 1 km of swimming, 2 minutes of running, 25 minute brisk walk

Total Calories: 1290 Calories

*I got 6 points today, out of a possible 13... not so good - but better!
 
Thoughts about April 5, 2009

So, today - even though I ate 4 slices of pizza for lunch, which really sucked - I still managed to regulate my eating, and ended up having fewer calories then I have all week. Coming into the week, I am going to make a bigger effort, and I anticipate, more success during the week - fewer fast food temptations. Tomorrow for exercise, I'm going to go to work early, and swim 80 lengths, or 2 km, and then walk home - which is about a 30 minute walk. I will try to do a little bit of jogging in there too. I know tomorrow I can do it. I need to try to make a really big effort tomorrow on 2 things - getting up early enough to eat breakfast, and snacking on healthy foods throughout the day. Wish me luck!
 

Thanks for the support RunningGirl! Slurpees have almost become a daily thing for me - especially when I had oral surgery, and couldn't eat much else. I haven't had one in several days though - which for me is a milestone in itself. Once I get back to a healthy weight, I will go back to having slurpees once in awhile - everything in moderation right? Good for you for not having one in a year! That is quite an accomplishment.

Lunch was a half success - I chose the smallest pieces of pizza, and moderated my eating throughout the day, so that I didn't end up having a lot of calories. I guess my mindset is "If I am going out for lunch/dinner, I'm not going to pay $15 for a salad I can make myself at home, I'm going to have something that I actually like." Next time I go to a fast food place, I think I will try to have less too - so I can have more healthy food.

Thanks for the tips on running too - the link is especially helpful. I've been going for walks, and trying to jog a little near the end of it. Its been slowly building my endurance. This week I am going to try to get out on Wednesday and Thursday and go for jogs/walks at 2 minute intervals like you suggested. I will update later how it goes.
 
April 6, 2009

Food eaten:
Breakfast: 2 fried eggs (180 calories), 1 glass of apple juice (100 calories)
Snack: 1/2 of a Grapefruit (50 calories)
Lunch: 1 stick of cheesebread (200 calories), a granola bar (110 calories), Cucumber slices (10 calories)
Snack: Grapes (100 calories)
Dinner: Maple and Brown Sugar Oatmeal (160 calories), 1 stick of cheesebread (200 calories), 12 strawberries (50 calories)

Water: 2 Glasses
Exercise: None :(

Total Calories: 1160 Calories

*I got 13 points today! Go me!
 
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Thoughts about April 6, 2009

I did well today. I wasn't able to exercise like I had hoped - but I did eat healthy foods only today - and I didn't binge too much when I came home from work and felt like I was starving. I was a little disenchanted, because even though I felt like I was restricting myself all day, it didn't make a big difference in my calorie intake for the day. I guess - what really did me in, was having 2 sticks of cheesebread. Also granola bars are high in calories.

This just really shows me how important exercise in. My BMR is not particularily high, only around 1400 calories, so I am not much under that each day. That leaves me very little room to eat some of the foods I really like, even once a week, or once a month. It is really going to be up to exercise to help me lose weight, and even then it will be an extremely slow process.

Tomorrow will be a super hectic day, but tomorrow night, I'll go for a walk, and Wednesday I'll start jogging. Wish me luck!
 
April 7, 2009

Food eaten:
Breakfast: Maple and Brown Sugar Oatmeal (160 calories), 1 glass of apple juice (100 calories)
Snack: None
Lunch: 6" sandwich (360 calories), 3 cookies (660 calories), Slupee (200 calories)
Snack: None
Dinner: Chocolate soft ice cream (300 calories), Fries and Gravy (Gazillion Calories)

Water: 2 Glasses
Exercise: None

Total Calories: 1780 Calories not including fries and gravy

Points system is on hiatus for today.
 
Thoughts about April 7, 2009

Today started out well...I had a busy day, so I missed a morning snack, but I did have a realitively healthy breakfast. At lunch I went to subway, and instead of having a foot long sub like I usually do, I only had a 6." And I didn't get the meal either like I usually do. I was really proud of myself.

Then I had some time to burn, so I sat in the subway for a long time. I was about to leave, when some cookies were coming out of the oven - they were soft and warm and I couldn't resist buying some. I bought 3. I didn't realize they were so many calories! Over 200 calories each. Then I needed a drink, but didn't have enough money to buy a water bottle, so I bought a slurpee instead, which did me in again.

The rest of my day went downhill from there. I missed my afternoon snack, and I had ice cream and fries with gravy for dinner. Now I have this awful feeling in my stomach. It's a combination of guilty and bloatedness. I hate it.

I am reforming my points system, more to come on that later.
 
Reformation of Points System.

I am realizing that this is not working, the plan I have in place now. I have never counted calories before, but even on days that I feel like I've hardly eaten anything, I still find that I am coming very close to my BMR. And day after day, its a struggle to not go over that number. Even with counting calories, and being aware of calories, I am still struggling. At this rate, it will take forever to lose the weight I want to - and I will likely end up gaining weight, because it is too difficult to restrict my diet so much long term.


Before this, I never realized how important exercise is. Before, when I was around my target weight, I was swimming competitively 15 hours/week. So, while I realize that much is probably unrealistic at this point, I need to make a bigger effort to get in as much exercise as I can during the week. The new points system will place more of an emphasis on working out, then what I eat. More points will be at stake, but more points must be gained in order to attain a reward also. I will commence this program tomorrow.

~Points~

- 5 Points for eating healthy foods only
- 2 Points for every 100 calories under 1400 calories eaten in a day
- 3 points for every litre of water drunk
- 5 Points for every 250 calories burned from exercise

* Each day I will calculate net gain or loss of calories.



Exercising :
- 250 calories burned for 1 hour of biking
- 500 calories burned for Swimming for 1 hour (combination of moderate/rigorous)
- 270 calories burned for 30 minutes of jogging
 
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