gone on business and i got m'self a boy
sooo i'm waiting to go to the airport, its raining outside so i decided to use the time and come here for a bit.
food wise i didn't do any good...hehe but i i enjoyed every single bite...especially icecream. if any of you ever go to dubrovnik let me know, i'll tell you where to go hehe. anyway, from this evening on its back to reality. but reality lookd better now that Goran is back in my life
he came on sunday maybe 20 minutes after i checked in this dormitory place inside faculty. we met and had looong walks and loooooooong conversation, where he told me he loves me and he wants us back together and that he will try and do everything he can to move to croatia. i told him my conditions and my desires and wishes, and he said he will try to respect them. i can't ask for more than that...so i told him i will give him a chance.
but what i was really proud of was the fact that before he started speaking what he wants he was kinda blocked. at that moment i thought if he doesn't say he wants to be back together i'm going to ok...i can be on my own. and i felt so powerful and strong at that moment. it feels good when you have control of your life.
well he said other and that made me happy. at one point when we were talking he started cryng. that was the first time i ever saw him cry. and it was the first time we were talking...really talking. and that felt sooo good.
so i am in love
hopefully we'll see each other in a month or so. we certainly proved that after not seeing each other for 9 months we still feel the same.
so that was in a bit more details wat happened between us on sunday. he had to go back home to work, and i had this workshop. dubrovnik now has even more meaning to me...and i definitely will have the best anniversary ever (if we continue hehe): April Fool's Day lol


(now we can always have that as excuse)