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thanx ladies for stopping by:D

DAMN THOSE SABOTAGING IDEAS IN MY HEAD. I'M NOT LETTING YOU DO THIS TO ME AGAIN...NO WAY...NO MORE...GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD*

sorry for cursing hehe i just had the urge to do this hehe.
i'm not upset about taking that one piece. i'm managing to control myself. i just wish i would stop thinking about eating more. which is why i came on here hehe, better to yell and the go posting around.

thank you all for being my safe place :D
ok venting time over

Sometimes you just have to tough talk those cravings. I put a whole heap of put downs in the talk too! After a while the thing gets so small it slinks off.

Good on you for recognizing that you are tougher than worm and bound to be the winner!! :)
 
I'm glad my yelling at your worm helped! If I am going to be yelling at your worm, I have to shout out a curse word or two at mine! ;)
Hope you are having a good day hun.

well your yelling helped more than i thought. i'm definitely calling you the next time hehe.

That would make me go hide.

Scary stuff that ;)

lol deb, :) if you yelled at him, i bet he would hide and probably never resurface again hehe maybe i can get you, steve and mal (along with britta) to yell too if he shows up again.

Sometimes you just have to tough talk those cravings. I put a whole heap of put downs in the talk too! After a while the thing gets so small it slinks off.

Good on you for recognizing that you are tougher than worm and bound to be the winner!! :)

yes that's true...besides all the yelling and venting...the truth is i needed to write down the fact that i'm having this problem. if i kept my mouth shut i would have probably gave in.
thanx felici for support :D
with all that cheering around i don't dare to fail :D
 
well its a new day, and its gonna be a long one. i won't be able to post in diaries today, but will try to get back tomorrow.
hugs to everyone :D
Lena
 
well its a new day, and its gonna be a long one. i won't be able to post in diaries today, but will try to get back tomorrow.
hugs to everyone :D
Lena

Oh well - we will all be here waiting for you when you do - and spreadin some cheer in her for you when you get back !!! Even if you arent posting make sure you stay on track and have a healthy day:):):)!!!
 
i'm here :D

britta i didn't know fish could walk hahaha

so i couldn't come on yesterday, since i got home really late. It was Tina's brithday and she was feeling kinda low so i had to be with her.
i'm doing pretty good...lost another pound :D:D

on the other hand...i'm craving things, first of all because i'm losing weight lol and second because sunday is approaching and i'm a nervous wreck.
i talked to my ex yesterday, he's coming. his voice was trembling. it was like he heard my voice for the first time. sooo weird, especially since we talked few days ago. he said he's nervous about seeing me. so i'm having butterflies all the time, and i'm just scared of how hard its going to be if we don't work it out, because i know i will have to let him go.
i guess i'm gonna have to embrace the pain if it comes to that. if only heart was that reasonable hehe.
sorry i'm babbling i guess i'm in one of those moods again hehe (i also have PMS).

another thing..it looks i won't be able to go to my workout today, my wrist is hurting me, it feels like i have a cramp between thumb and pointer. it started after my workout on monday. we were doing some kind of push ups, but for triceps so it could be because of that.
 
i'm here :D

britta i didn't know fish could walk hahaha

so i couldn't come on yesterday, since i got home really late. It was Tina's brithday and she was feeling kinda low so i had to be with her.
i'm doing pretty good...lost another pound :D:D

on the other hand...i'm craving things, first of all because i'm losing weight lol and second because sunday is approaching and i'm a nervous wreck.
i talked to my ex yesterday, he's coming. his voice was trembling. it was like he heard my voice for the first time. sooo weird, especially since we talked few days ago. he said he's nervous about seeing me. so i'm having butterflies all the time, and i'm just scared of how hard its going to be if we don't work it out, because i know i will have to let him go.
i guess i'm gonna have to embrace the pain if it comes to that. if only heart was that reasonable hehe.
sorry i'm babbling i guess i'm in one of those moods again hehe (i also have PMS).

another thing..it looks i won't be able to go to my workout today, my wrist is hurting me, it feels like i have a cramp between thumb and pointer. it started after my workout on monday. we were doing some kind of push ups, but for triceps so it could be because of that.
haha, they can now!

I had a cramp like that in my left hand last week. There's a little nerve in there, and it hurts like hell!!!
Do some walking or something hun-just get moving :D
Whatever happens with your ex, you will be alright in time.
I know time is the worst medicine in some ways because it takes so long to heal, but it is the most healing thing, in my opinion. Time and Sleep. :)
That's cute that he is nervous. I am praying for you hun!
 
thanx britta :D

well i updated my ticker...this really sounds like ...wow, 20 lbs
so i rewarded myself with manicure :D

eating was relatively good, relatively cause i had two subway salads today, one at noon and second around 4pm. and before those salads for snack i had handful of potato chips and several ferrero rocher chocolates (really bad me).
i'll do some workout later...just to keep my ass moving :D
 
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Hello, I just signed up today for this and I'm really enjoying all these positive posts. My story is a very long one so I won't bore you with all the details. I'm finally going to do it, I'm going to lose these nasty pounds, once and for ALL!!:p I've been actively going to the gym for the past year! YEP, I probably do about a total of 24 miles on the bike a week, and about 10 miles on the elliptical,not sure if I spelled that correctly, I apologize. I do weights every other day. Well, this should be a shocker, I haven't lost a darn pound, can you believe that??? a whole year of sweat and more sweat, and nothing!! As of Jan I have started a class called Centergy, it's part Tia-Chi, pilates, yoga, it's a butt kicker and I love it!! As of Monday I started another class call Group Groove, it's a blast, takes me back to my old drill team days, and that was a long time ago. :eek: I joined this site, because I'm so frustrated with myself, I work hard I mean really hard. I'm not a garbage eater, I hate red meat, but love chicken and turkey, I'm not big on fresh fish, but love all shell fish, "how does that happen"? My down fall, Carbs. Yep, I love bread, pasta and rice. I do like chocolate, but ladies I don't eat a lot of these items, maybe once a week. What is going on?? Why can't I lose anything? I'm at my end of the rope and frustrated, Any suggestions?? Oh I'm 38 if anyone is wondering. HAHAHAHAHA Thanks!
 
well welcome ladybug :D thank you for stopping by my corner lol. what you want to do is start your diary, go to diaries section and you'll see a sticky there which will tell you what you have to do.
its wonderful you've decided to change yourself. its a big decision but the journey is great. and here you'll find incredible people who are very positive and supportive.
have a wonderful journey ahead :D
Lena
 
:)
Thanks Lena, I'll have to give it a shot. I'll be checking back in your corner to see how your doing. Have a great day!
The Ladybug
 
hehe thanx mal :D

i'm gonna go and workout now :D at least do some crunches since i can't do much of else because of my wrist.
ooo and i love my nails lol
 
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