thanx ladies for stopping by
nola, i'm lost in here also so i think i need some catching up to also hehe
soooo i was out with my girls...again lol
i almost behaved myself with drinks...i had few and then just couldn't srink anymore. i think my body went into tilt mode hahaha
oh i friend of the married dentist was there...saying the dentist is talking some pretty nice things about me, how sweet and intelligent i am. nice...ego pampering hahaha
i'm still finding myself thinking about eating stupid things and then my mom makes this amazingly sinful cheese pie (here its made with crumpet...well you just have to come here to try it lol, they make it all over balkans, greece, turkey, bosnia). the problem with it its that it is highly caloric. i had one large piece. i need to yell
*DAMN THOSE SABOTAGING IDEAS IN MY HEAD. I'M NOT LETTING YOU DO THIS TO ME AGAIN...NO WAY...NO MORE...GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD*
sorry for cursing hehe i just had the urge to do this hehe.
i'm not upset about taking that one piece. i'm managing to control myself. i just wish i would stop thinking about eating more. which is why i came on here hehe, better to yell and the go posting around.
thank you all for being my safe place

ok venting time over