Leah's Thoughts

leahjz

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Hi All,


I'm starting a journal as a tool to help me in achieving my goals surrounding how I approach my health, and how I think about food. I would like to lose weight partially to look better and feel comfortable in my own skin again, but I would also like to make a regular exercise routine part of my everyday life. I feel that I'm lacking motivation in other areas of my life, and I've heard taking up exercise is a great way to improve attitude and overall well-being.


Weight loss is something that has been at the back of my mind for close to five years now. Growing up and in my teens, I could eat whatever I wanted and didn't have to think about its effects on my figure. In my early 20's, I found myself having to count calories and keep an eye on my weight for the first time in my life. At age 21, my weight was sitting around 120 lbs. Since then, I have been steadily gaining about 5lbs per year, and am sitting at 158 lbs at age 26. I know this isn't any extreme weight issue, but for me personally, I am frustrated with always considering calories in the back of my mind, and feeling guilty about what I eat, only to keep gaining.


I have had small successes over the years, and managed to lose 10 lbs at two separate occasions, only to put it back on very quickly on vacation. I have attributed part of my struggles to the birth control I was on up until recently (depo provera), which commonly causes weight gain as a side-effect.


I feel that at this point in my life, it's time to make a lifestyle change. I have attempted (half heartedly) to track my calories over the past several weeks, and can see from my daily log that I am not trying very hard. I have a real tough time with cravings of candy and baked goods, and have not been avoiding these like I used to. I have put on 6 lbs in the last 6 weeks alone, and realize now that I need to do something to stop this trainwreck (before the holiday season is among us, and more challenges arise)! In the past, I have had the most success when I am exercising and watching what I eat simultaneously.


My plan is as follows:


-Limit my calorie intake to 1300 per day

-Eat at least one serving of fruits or veg at every meal (I know that's low, but I'm not a big fan)

-Use the elliptical trainer in my basement at least 3X per week

-Swim laps at the pool at least 1X per week

-Strength training 3X per week

-Climb stairs at work 4X per week (24 flights) (am doing this already most days)


I'm hoping that writing out my goals and thoughts (and posting here regularly) will help me take this more seriously, be accountable, and change my lifestyle for the better.


Thanks for reading and wish me luck!


Starting Weight: 158.5 lbs

Short Term Goal: 153.5 lbs by December 11
 
Hi leahjz


I've turned to an online diary to motivate me and hold myself accountable as well. Just started today... browsing other diaries. I'll check in on you from time to time. Encourage you not to lose your mind(!) & eat with reckless abandon during the holidays.
 
Hello Leahjz,

Just reading your post...congratulations on making the decision to take control of your food life! This forum can give you some encouragement...you might be hit by some people trying to see stuff too..but for the most part, I've found that this site is very helpful, so stick to it!

I read your goals and you really have alot of exercise...it's great if you can keep it up, but you might be biting off a bit more than you can do at first. For me, daily exercise was important, but not being in great shape at first, I started with 30 minutes walking on the treadmill at a slow speed, then up'd the speed a little still at 30 minutes, then moved up to 45 minutes and then used 45 minutes doing hills, and now, I'm at 60 minutes on the eliptical...I started back on 1 June 2011...so a little over 5 months... I don't know your track record, but in my case, if I take on too many goals, and then can't live up to it, I get frustrated and quit it all, then beat myself up with guilt etc...and eventually "eat at it", starting the viscious circle all over again...just some thoughts...take what you want and leave the rest...that's the nice thing about this forum!
 
Hey Leahjz,I hope everythings going well. We'd like to hear from you, good or bad, we'll be here to support you!
 
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