I cannot sleep...
I had Saturday all planned out, ready for my boyfriend's return from Florida. My mom is even going to pick my brother up from college on Saturday, so we would have the whole house to ourselves. He just called me and said that his dad told him they are staying another day, and that Eric has no say in the decision. I know it's stupid, but this whole week I have been like Saturday is the day, and I was so excited today because I knew that tomorrow would be the last day, and now it's not and that sucks. I seriously miss him so much, and even the it's just one stupid day, he might as well have just told me that he wouldn't ever be coming home. That's how much my heart sank.
I would go tell my mom, but I know she'll just tell me not to ruin his fun, and blah blah blah, which will just get me more upset because I have been wonderful this week. Eric hasn't called me back once when he has said he would, he's called me 3 times at 3 am, and I haven't talked to him for more than 5 minutes at a time, but I haven't yelled at him or gotten upset because I don't want to seem like a crazy girlfriend.
It's almost 5 am and my eyes hurt from crying, and if I go try and sleep I'll just think about it again and get upset, so I am going to watch TV. Usually I like to read when I am upset, but I couldn't even stay focused on that.