midnightpariah
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Hello
I have always had a problem with my weight. When I was younger (11/12) my parents told me that I was "a little heavy" and should stop eating. Before this I thought I was fine, but even since then I have had a warped body image. When I was 15 I was bulimic and was diaganosed bipolar. The meds combined with my lack of eating dropped me to 120 lbs. Because I was going to the doctor frequently, they noticed my drastic weight drop and threatened to put me in the hospital if I didn't start eating again. I started eating and haven't stopped since. I find it really hard to stop eating even when I'm full. Food makes me happy! I especially love cake and ice cream.
Since I've been in Japan (6 weeks) I've lost 11 lbs without even trying! I noticed that my clothes were fitting a bit better, so I decided to really work hard core! By December I want to weigh 140lbs.
I'm looking forward to meeting everyone and hope that I can finally get some positive support.
Thanks!
~MP
I have always had a problem with my weight. When I was younger (11/12) my parents told me that I was "a little heavy" and should stop eating. Before this I thought I was fine, but even since then I have had a warped body image. When I was 15 I was bulimic and was diaganosed bipolar. The meds combined with my lack of eating dropped me to 120 lbs. Because I was going to the doctor frequently, they noticed my drastic weight drop and threatened to put me in the hospital if I didn't start eating again. I started eating and haven't stopped since. I find it really hard to stop eating even when I'm full. Food makes me happy! I especially love cake and ice cream.
Since I've been in Japan (6 weeks) I've lost 11 lbs without even trying! I noticed that my clothes were fitting a bit better, so I decided to really work hard core! By December I want to weigh 140lbs.
I'm looking forward to meeting everyone and hope that I can finally get some positive support.
Thanks!
~MP
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