This is my first post and I must say I'm a little reserved. I've gotten so excited and "gung ho" about losing this weight before only to let myself down. I'm trying to focus on the positive and block out the negative thoughts I end up telling myself. (this is hopeless, I'll never lose the weight, its just not fair etc). I'm hoping by writing those down I can look at this first entry and remind myself this isn't hopeless, I can lose this weight and it's not fair to me or my daughter if I don't! I am almost 34 years old and have been divorced for 10 years. I have a daughter who will turn 16 this June!! My current weight is 209 (the heaviest I've ever been) and I'm 5'6. I have cut out all soda and began drinking water and decaf tea. I am walking 10-30mins everyday on my treadmill not missing a day. (trying to form a habit) I'm most leary of my eating habits. I can't stand most veggies so I'm having to learn inventive ways to prepare them. Well tomorrow's a new day and I can't wait to see what God has in store for me then!!





