03/11 thoughts/journal.
Hey all!!
Ok. I am very tempted just to skip over these past few days and start again tomorrow without talking about these past 2 days, but that defeats the whole point of me coming on this forum and being accountable to you guys!!
First, I feel very silly for messing up this week, after being so determined and motivated on Monday. I think I've probably messed up my chances of reaching a healthy BMI by Monday

I don't know, maybe it's not too late. Mainly I am ANGRY with myself

and embarrased

for messing up!! Never mind. It was only 2 days, and it could have been worse. And I'm back on the straight and nawrrow now. Maybe this week is not too late to be rescued!!
So, problems started yesterday lunchtime. Had the normal healthy lunch I'd planned, then started craving, and without really thinking I wolfed down 2 rounds of peanut butter and jam sarnies and some chocolate as well. Then went to a fireworks display in the evening and ate some fatty cheese sarnies, a caramel slice and 2 and half little donuts.
Today, not much better. BIG bowl of cereal for breakfast, then to uni, had a big presentation to do. Afterwards, we all went to the pub (even though it was only 11 o clock lol, well, we are students after all!!) I ate a big bagguette with cheese and wedges, then got home and ate a yorkie bar and a whole tin of rice pudding aaargh!!!!!
So, there's my little confession session. As I said, straight and narrow again now. Problem is, tomorrow am off to my brothers for a fireworks/late halloween party, with all the party food and drink that will involve!! The problem is, there's always some excuse. Some party, something to celebrate. commiserate, and I tend to do all that with food!!
Never mind. I'm not gonna beat myself up any more, just get on with it!!
Am gonna work out calories for today even though it'll be terrible (not gonna do yesterday tho

) Here goes:
Breakfast
Huge bowl spesh K and milk
300
Lunch
Baguette with coleslaw, cheese, potato wedges
860 (ish)
Yorkie bar
300 (managed to pick possibly the most calorific choc bar off the shelf!!)
Rice pudding and jam
400
Dinner (after kicking self up the arse and getting back on track)
Sweet potato baked
250
Steamed veg
30
Total calorie intake today =2500
(I've done worse in the past, but its not exactly the day of someone on a diet is it!!)
Exercise
Walk 1 hour
burns 250ish cals
Well, there it is!!! I'll be so good tomorrow, even at my bros party, I'll make y'all proud!!!
