kayleejburgess
New member
I'm pretty horrible. I haven't been eating right, I haven't been exercising, and I went drinking with the girls last night. It's going on day 6 without my husband and I'm hurt and terrified that I'm losing him. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm an emotional disaster and I have never been so heartbroken in my life. I miss him more than you can imagine. It was hard enough before when the distance was the only obstacle, but knowing that he's unhappy and I can't do anything but wait for him to talk to me is even worse. Lately I just want to sleep my days away in hopes that he'll decide to talk to me again. I can't help but wonder what is going on inside his head and hope that I'm just being paranoid. I can't imagine losing him.
