OK so im having some mixed emotions, I am sooooo excited and proud of my self, i weighed today and sure enough 184!!!! 4 pounds in one week, and im doing it the right way, i have been to 4 events this week
Last sunday, nephews b day party, pizza party, i had NO pizza and NO cake woo hoo
Monday, pizza party for husbands company, i had a salad, no pizza!
Yesterday, my own kids b day party, pizza party, NO PIZZA and NO cake!!
Today, right now, superbowl party at my sisters, they have pizza, chips dip cheesecake, you name it, i brought a turkey burger patty and barbequed it, and had a turkey burger and a granola bar!!!
I myself call that amazing, im so proud and empowered, and i dont even want the junk, yeah today is the hardest so far because i love costco pizza and it smells so good, but i dont need it, and i wont have it!!
19 pounds in one month i think is awesome, but im depressed about the way my body looks now, theres skin hanging everywhere, and my boobs are incredibly sad, need new bras new undies, i think im going to need surgery for my skin and implants, its just my tummy and my boobs that i hate, does anyone feel the same??? BUT im super excited, because i look sooo good in clothes, and i bought a size 12 jeans!!! and 2 size Large shirts, and they all fit loosely, so im stoked!!! ok, well i should get back to the party, but the pizza was looking good and everyone was binging, and so i slipped away to you guys, where i know im safe!!! thanks all!