Kaitie's Open Diary

I really wish that these kids gave a s*** about what their teachers say....I wish that my ghetto school actually had parents that would actually behave like parents, take an interest in their childrens lives---put down the crack for a while and pay attention to their childs education. Ya know, teaching in an urban district completely sucks sometimes.

I'm restarting my diet tomorrow. I'm going back down to 1300 calories and I'm going to kiss the freakin' 150's (especially 157) goodbye forever!!!
 
Hey Kaitie! I think both of us are in the same boat! I saw 154 for 2 brief days before Spring Break and haven't seen it since. :( I'm striving toward that goal!

Hope you are having a great weekend!
 
Extremely Pissed off rant:


(you've been warned)







Ok, so I didn't want to go to the flippin' gym but I went anyway---go me. I walk in, crap the machine I want is being used. Ok, go to another machine and work out. Good. Look for original machine, crap being used still. Go to another machine...this happens for the better part of 40 minutes. Finally I decide to just stand and wait for the machine. Guy gets on, takes his flippin' sweet ol' time, fine--I'm patient, I can wait. 5 minutes go by, I'm still waiting--alls well with the world. I turn my back and turn back to the machine and a trainer asks the guy to get off the machine and proceeds to put his trainee on it, of course I'm all pissed off and say 'Hey, I was next, I've been waiting.' And here's why I'm mad. He lies to me. He says that him and the other guy that was just on it had a 'deal' and I look at him, and his trainee looks at him like 'WTF are you talking about' and he proceeds to train the other person. I'm still standing there dumbfounded that I was first cut in front of and second lied to and the guys like, oh well we can share....and I'm still looking at him and he goes, why do you have that look on your face....and I told him again 'I was waiting, it was my turn and you just jumped in front of me' and he started to lie to me again so I just left the flippin' gym. I'm so telling the trainer manager, don't flippin' waltz around like you can do what ever the f*ck you want without regards to the other members in the gym. Don't disrespect them by lying to them, turning your back on them, and cutting in front of them. I'm pissed off. I didn't want to go in the first place and now I've got a d*ckhead pushing people off of machines!!! No f*ckin' way. His manager is so going to get an earful from me.

GRR. :evil:
 
I just want to b*tch a little more....


It really burns my britches when people try to cheat other people. Is this world so full of immature fools that they can't be honest and true to their fellow man? Do they always have to feel like they are getting one up on someone else? Why do people have this false sense of entitlement to things when in reality, it's just their own delusional mind?

I'm so sick of people lately. Students acting like a*******, pulling fire alarms and getting away with it, walking out of teachers classrooms, talking to adults like s*it, supposed adults pushing other people just to get what they want....it's maddening. It's enough to make me want to become a hermit. Just hide from the world so I don't have to deal with a******, b*****, obstinence, arrogance, insolence, and rudeness. People are just out and out mean---and it's very disheartening.

I need a voodoo doll....poke a pin up that trainers a**.

And now with this lovely frame of mind that I'm in I'm off to church---watch out congregration---Kaitie is on the pms warpath.
 
Definately!!!

Ok so I'm seriously trying to let go it...or so I've been trying to convince myself for the last couple of hours. :)

Letting go. *pictures herself letting it go*

Anyway, to cheer myself up a little bit I took out my old fat skirt and put a new skirt on top in the sizes that I've gone down since July 24, 2006. I started out in a size 20W and I'm now a size 10...it was great to see the difference in sizes---I've lost a total of 9 inches around my waist! Wahoo! AND I'm now off to buy another one of Oprah's miracle sports bras....their sizes are 1,2,3,4,5, and 6. I started out at a size 5 (oh my heck), then I bought a size 3 and now I'm off to buy a size 2--wahoo!! My boobs are getting smaller! I know, most woman would want their boobs to get bigger---I guess it's like straight hair, girls with straight hair want curly hair and those with curly hair want straight hair...same thing I think.

Anyway, the numbers on the scale aren't moving but at least I can see results with a tape measure. :)
 
Ok today has been better....so far I haven't run into any obnoxious children.

I'm feeling blah. Calories are good so far. I'm going to have a salad for dinner. I'm aiming for the 1300's again...it seems 1700 is probably too high since I haven't lost an ounce in a month, even though I've been exercising like crazy. I think I'm also going to try the stationary bike again and go for high mileage. I'm hoping to make 10 miles today, should be ok because I'm only doing situps and cardio today--but I do have Cinderella practice until 4:30--that always wipes me out and makes me want to just go home and sit.

I'll keep ya'll posted.
 
John's doing well, he's lost 65 pounds!! So together we've lost a 7th grader. (112 pounds) :eek:

I dropped my calories to 1300 again and I totally exercised my behind off yesterday so I'm back to 156.8. Hopefully tomorrow's weigh in is under that mark....

So far this week I've done 14 miles on the stationary bike, 10 yesterday, I wanted to do 5 today but my legs were so tired and I had to be home by 5:00pm so I'll have to settle for 4 (although I did take the dog for a walk which was about .5 mile) Anyway! I'm trying to push it this week--get at least 1 pound off of me before the end of March!

On a weird side note, I'm trying not to bite my nails and well, as you would expect my nails are getting long--it's annoying. :)
 
Is John passionate about losing or tolerating it ?? 9 months into it now 65 lbs is nothing to sneeze at, he must be getting a lil steam inside of himself about his journey - maybe ?? Your take on this ??

I'm sure you're extremely proud of him :)
 
Well T2, John says that he thinks that he's still passionate about it but it honestly depends on the day...which I agree---I think all of us go through days where were like 'eh...' about keeping going.

I am proud of him, peoples reaction to his losing so much is nice and kind of keeps my brain in perspective...I seriously want it to come off faster b/c I know how much he has to lose so 65 doesn't sound like a lot when you're thinking of the big picture of losing 314 pounds (big run on sentence there, sorry) but he's definately on his way!

I hope you're doing well!
 
Yes, we all have 'days' - me included. The man is closing in on the short side of a 100 lb a year average so that's pretty healthy. Be patient and him strong. Too fast, too big could boomerang anyway - it happens a lot.

Slow wins the race so they say, I'm just not one of those people. It may cost me in the long run, I give much thought to my method being all wrong. time will tell won't it.
 
WOW!!! Kaitie, you and John are doing fantastic. Please tell your husband we are all encouraging him to keep going!!! As for your long nails, I'm with you on that. However, I've become a manicure addict of sorts. I've got tons of polish, and have been putting wild colors on my toes, and more conservative ones on my fingernails. I actually started because of the literally constant handwashing I have to do at work. The "antiseptic added" soap was killing my nails.
 
Hey Kaitie :) 112 is amazing!! I haven't been going really racing for weight loss, but I've been trying to be motivated and I'm only down 65 and I've been at it 8 months myself. Its hard to stick with anything that long without some drive. Thanks for posting in my diary :)
 
Ok, I'm trying not to get excited but my night-time weigh in just now was 157.8---don't get to excited Kaitie....it could just be a fluke. I was 155.2 this morning with a night-time weigh in yesterday of 159.8.

*crosses fingers* oh my heck please, please, please let me have pushed on passed 155.
 
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