Kaitie's Open Diary

Hello Dari!!! and all my lovely readers....

I've been so busy this month---I look back and think, wait--did I miss Thanksgiving? But no, everythings good----3---yes 3 guys complimented me this weekend about my sexy body. Feels good to hear guys say it, ya know? I know we all want to be uber sexy wearing our slinky Victoria Secret lingerie. I'm almost done christmas shopping, just gotta get stuff for John. I only asked for money for clothes, I hope I get a lot--I only have skirts left because all my pants look puffy and gross. I'm not getting to 159 by Christmas, the weight-loss has slowed down to a crawl...a snails crawl actually. I think I'm averaging 1 pound every two weeks. Highly annoying but at least it's going down and not up. So hopefully by the middle of January I'll be in the 150's. My size twelve pants are fitting looser now and the 14's--well I can pull them off without unbuttoning them so yippee they're too big! I'm planning on shopping a little at Old Navy with my Christmas money---I don't know why but I always thought that I was too fat to shop in a store like that but now that I'm getting skinny I think I'm gonna go for it. John's still exercising and eating fine, the number on the scale hasn't moved for 6 weeks but he's had to put new notches in his belt, so at least that's something. I'm annoyed that I can't change my signature, no matter what I do the freakin' thing won't comply to the 'new' rules--seriously I put the word 'the' in there and it said it was too long. Highly, highly annoying. My collegue is still a p.i.t.a.

Ok, gotta run.
 
wow i admire that you guys are doing it together. thats so cool.
Admittedly my husband has cought the fitness/health bug lately since he realized without doing anything but me changing the home diet hes lost 10kg(20lb) in 6 months.

way to go :D
 
Thanks everyone!

T2: I'm such a dork, for like 20 full seconds I'm like 'What the heck is VS pose?' and when it finally dawned on me I was laughing so hard....my stupidity kind of embarrassed me :)

I'm not skinny enough for a VS pose yet! And I actually have to get up the courage to walk into a VS....and then get up the courage to try stuff on *blush* But sure T2--soon enough!
 
I could do a VS pose... I could but I won't. You'll thank me...lol ;)

You're doing great Kaitie!! Keep it up!! :D:D:D
 
Kaitie said:
Thanks everyone!

T2: I'm such a dork, for like 20 full seconds I'm like 'What the heck is VS pose?' and when it finally dawned on me I was laughing so hard....my stupidity kind of embarrassed me :)

I'm not skinny enough for a VS pose yet! And I actually have to get up the courage to walk into a VS....and then get up the courage to try stuff on *blush* But sure T2--soon enough!
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It took me a few seconds too! LOL! I've honestly never been in a Victoria's Secret store....always been too chubby. Maybe in a couple of months...:D And believe me, once I get to my goal, no more being shy! I'm taking those pics and posting them!!!!
 
Kaitie said:
But sure T2--soon enough!
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*future drool*
wishes said:
What the heck is VS pose?
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I shoulda wrote that in C++ :D

fsaiidni said:
Victoria Secret....right?!
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We have a winnah !!

pequin said:
I could do a VS pose... I could but I won't. You'll thank me...lol ;)
You're doing great Kaitie!! Keep it up!! :D:D:D
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O ye of little faith :(

dariqueen said:
And believe me, once I get to my goal, no more being shy! I'm taking those pics and posting them!!!!
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*more future drool*


Sorry for multi'n in your thread Kaitie, you know I can't help myself :eek:
 
So I bought a pair of gray pinstripe pants back in the beginning of October and for some reason I've just been to chicken shit to wear them--I guess I feared that I'd split them or something...so finally after almost 3 months of watching them hang in my closet I decided to wear them. Who would've thought that skinny clothes would scare me. *shrug* Anyway, it's a good thing I did wear them because they are almost too big for me to wear anymore. I guess that makes sense..I bought them when I was 180 and now I'm 165. I think they look alright on me, there's some funny tucks that I didn't notice when I bought them that sit right on my gut but my shirt covers it---I wonder if I'll ever be able to tuck in a shirt again. It's been years. There's this new teacher at work and she's the same height as me and weighs about 200 but she insists on wearing stretchy clothes. So her fat rolls are all bulging out and really making her look 10 times bigger than she is. I just don't get why some people wear clothes that make them look fat....or why (she doesn't do this) fat people wear belly shirts and low rise jeans. Crazy. Ya'll ever see that show 'What not to wear'--great show. Some of those people are so fashion challenged it's unbelievable!

Anyway, I've been at work for 45 minutes and haven't done anything except surf this site. :) I love morning preps! Gotta run...
 
*stumble*

Crap. I had exerted an enormous amount of restraint in the teachers room today. Meat lasagna, trays of cookies, zepolis, and some chocolate pudding concoction that I know rocks----I ate my salad (oh joy) and succumbed to a insanely small piece of lasagna (one of the teachers said 'all that's going to do is get your teeth dirty') and a small (less than a quarter sized) zepoli. Phew made it right? NOPE! Went to my mail box and got a present from a teacher---a double chocolate chip cookie which I immediately shoved down my throat. Then of course I read the nutrition label. Trans fat. Oh joy. 270 calories. Fantastic. (sarcasm) My problem is that I'm tired of seeing the flippin' scale say the damn flippin' numbers. WTF is going on, I'm not eating crap food, I'm exercising---my fitday account says clearly that I should be losing 2.5 pounds a week and yet the flippin' numbers aren't going down. I'm annoyed. HIGHLY FREAKIN' ANNOYED (take a pill T2). I keep trying to tell myself that if I keep it up the numbers will move eventually but nothing is freakin' happening. I'm beginning to wonder why I'm bothering.

*tear*
 
You're bothering because you know, deep down, that if you quit now you'll go right back to where you were before. And you love and respect yourself too much to throw in the towel after all this effort.

:)

Keep going Kaitie...it's tough, but you're tougher!
 
Kaitie hang in there, I stalled for three months once in this thing, and I finally broke through the plateau. You will too!! Remember what you said about the pants that are now almost too big!!! I think you showed great restraint, so you ate a cookie....I ate a small piece of peanut butter pie today!!!! I also ask myself why, haven't figured it out...but went and walked an hour after.
 
Maybe it's time to change up some of your exercise? Sometimes your body just gets so used to what you do to it that it stops being effective - or so I've been told.

Good luck getting the numbers to move in the right direction soon!
 
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