Journey to a better ME!

Thanks slickzchick!

It definitely is hard. I was 170 lbs at my heaviest. I've been up and down si nce, but initially lost about 10lbs. Then I was off here for a long time and was able to maintain it. Then somewhere along the way I went from 160 lbs to 150lbs. Which is where I am as of today's weigh in, right at 150lbs. I'm back to counting calories which is what worked for me when I first started here.

So as I said, today's weigh in was 150lbs on the nose! I will try to weigh in every Wednesday. Weighing everyday usually is a bad idea for me, so I'm going to keep it to once a week.

Went to the gym today and worked my back and core. Was a pretty quick workout, but I can feel it so I know I did something right. Was shorter on time than I normally am since I had class today. Tomorrow will be legs day and I may get in the pool, not sure yet.
 
Definitely feeling yesterdays workout, which is great! Gotta tear down those muscles to build them back up stronger!

I worked legs today, but no pool. Was short on time again because I went to Goodwill to buy some tshirts for work. My legs don't hurt now (never do the day of a workout) but I know they will be killing me tomorrow.

I have a doctors appointment and will hopefully get the release from the doctor for a foot injury that happened in November. I'm not having any pain any more, but have been wearing carbon fiber inserts in both of my shoes to limit the flexing of my toes. Then I have to go to the BMV.... don, Don, DON!!!!! Yuck! Hopefully that will go well. I also need to stop by the car dealership and have them look at my car. The dashboard is making a rattling sound that is driving me nuts!

I didn't track calories today mainly because lunch was practically impossible to track. I know it probably wasn't the best for me but I made homemade biscuits and gravy. It was yummy. Dinner at work was chicken alfredo, breadstick, broccoli, and one of those mini dishes of cheese cake. My snack was a granola bar and banana. After I got home I have a small amount of cottage cheese, some pretzels, and a sugar free pudding.

Tomorrow my husband and I will be going to Culvers for dinner. Yummy butter burgers! :) I'll probably have a very small lunch so I have enough calories to compensate for that. :p I'm going to try to hit the gym if I have time
 
Just got back from the gym a little bit ago. I did a hard weight lifting session for my arms. 3 sets of 5 reps with the heaviest weight I could manage for each position. Also did 10 minutes hard on the elliptical.

Thought I'd try out these myoplex protein shakes. Just drank one and it was really good. I may play around with only drinking half of one after my workout. I want to build muscle and I know I don't eat enough of it in my daily meals, but I guess I feel like if I'm not a body builder, I shouldn't go by what the package says. Maybe I will and see how things go. It's not like I dread it, they actually taste pretty good, but with that protein comes 300 calories. Not a big deal since I only go to the gym about 3-5 times a week.

I feeling really good and confident about everything. I'm pretty sure working out has really helped me with that. Before I left this morning to run errands and go to the doctor I had a small granola bar, when I returned home I ate a banana, and just now I'm drinking my protein shake. Now I know that's hardly anything, but I promise this is only because hubby and I are going out to eat tonight and I've been looking forward to it all week. If this were any other day I would have eaten a lot more food. :)

It's been a beautiful day outside today, a little chilly, but nice enough to open some windows in the house which has been amazing! I love the fresh air!

Well, I now that I got my workout out of the way, I need to get some cleaning done here at home and do some homework for my math class. Yay for cleaning, boo for homeowork. :/

Bye for now! :)
 
So last night I checked out my weight loss ticker that is in my signature. (still trying to figure out how to get it to actually show up instead of just being a link) and I was kind of shocked. My beginning weight back in 2011 was 172lbs. :eek2: I had thought that I was around there, but kept thinking to myself that I couldn't have been that heavy... but I was.

Today I weighed myself, a few days early and saw 149.0lbs! Pretty exciting. However at the same time, it's also a big challenge biggest the smallest thing could set me back in the 150's. I have been at this point before and would be really happy, but not do anything more to keep this going. I'm determined this time. After seeing how far I have come since 2011 (granted, this journey has been off and on, but the big thing is I haven't regained weight back to where I started. Yes, I've hovered around 150-155lbs for the past 6 months or so, but never in this time did I get back to 172lbs. That's a huge accomplishment for me!

Now I'm within 9 lbs of my goal and like it's always said, the last 10lbs are the hardest, but I'm doing my best and I know I will make it there this time.

I've changed how I do things this time around. I'm eating more fruits and veggies (well, the few I like anyways), counting my calories, and instead of spending endless minutes on a cardio machine, which tore my knees up and would leave me not wanting to go workout, I have instead been weight lifting and swimming. These last few weeks I haven't went swimming and just focused on weight lifting. I'm definitely seeing results. I'm building muscle slowly and can see my muffin top getting smaller.

I don't really know what the point of this post was.. I guess I just wanted to share with everyone my journey up to now and what has been working for me. I guess I just needed to get my thoughts out because it's all a bit shocking to me. I know I only had to lose about 30 lbs give or take and it has taken me over 2 years to get to where I am now, but I'm here. Weight loss is a hard thing and you stumble a lot through it. I'm thankful to be where I am now and know I couldn't have done it unless everyone here helped to motivate me. :)

So as of today, I weight 149.0lbs. 9 lbs to go until my somewhat goal weight. My drivers license says 145lbs, but I want to see what I look like at 140lbs. I possibly want to get to 135, but I will look into that once I get to 140lbs first.

I went to the gym today and worked out my legs with weights. I didn't complete my full workout. Missed two sets on one machine and one set on another because I was starting to feel rather sick to my stomach. Pretty sure I didn't eat enough before hand. I only had a banana. My lower body workouts are pretty intense and while a banana would get me through an ab and back routine, it definitely doesn't suffice for a leg routine. Lesson learned.
 
So last night I checked out my weight loss ticker that is in my signature. (still trying to figure out how to get it to actually show up instead of just being a link)

I spotted that you were having problems - so I fixed your ticker for you. :biggrinjester:
 
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Sounds like you are doing some awesome weight work and building muscle mass! Good healthy choice! Congratulations on getting to 149! Wow!! In my dreams,..one day I!ll get there...one day!
Keep it up Munch!
Sarah
 
Congrats on the loss munch! Don't forget to update your ticker :D a pound is awesome. What level math class are you in?
 
I can't even imagine being in the 140s. At my goal one weight of 170, I'm a size 5-9 depending on the store and look slim. If I ever meet my secondary goal of 150 - wait, i mean WHEN I reach my secondary goal of 150, my body will be tight! Even at 170, my body, especially my stomach, was still kind of jiggly. Skinny fat, you might say. But now I do weight lifting as well as cardio so I'm hoping that will help. I may have to look at getting excess skin removed too, at my heaviest I was over 250 pounds. One thing at a time!

Now i'm a size 14-16 depending on the store. What size are you?
 
Oooh also I wanted to say 30 pounds in 2 years is something to be proud of! Slow and steady wins the race. I've sabotaged myself many times by being in such a rush and then just pushing myself to hard so it wasn't maintainable and giving up. As Laura F. says, be the tortoise not the hare ;)
 
scbibhouse: No worries, I know you will get there! :)

xenon: I will indeed have to update the ticker. :p It's Math 118 through Ivy Tech Community College. I'll have to take one more I think once I transfer to IUPUI, which is a bummer (I dislike math... a lot!!!).

Laura: Now I've got to work hard to keep myself there and keep that number moving down!

Katie: At 149lbs, I'm in a size 12, but it really depends on the brand. Some jeans I'm in a size 14 and they fit great, other times a size 14 is way to big. One of those annoying things I guess that everyone goes through. WOW, when I was 170 I was a size 14 and that was really just because I refused to buy bigger pants. I'm wondering if the pants sizes vary according to our county. I'm in the U.S. and you're in Canada? I wouldn't think the sizes would vary too much, but maybe they do. Also have to remember that every ones 170lbs isn't the same. I tend to carry my extra weight around my midsection (think the top of a muffin). At least that's what it used to be. Not totally gone yet and I have orders from my hubby not to get rid of all of it!

As far as my weight loss, I am definitely proud of it. I received my new license in the mail yesterday (we moved in January and I finally got to the BMV to change the address.) and I could noticeably tell a difference. Obviously I haven't change the weight on my license, ever! So it says 145lbs, though I know I was a lot more than 145lbs in the old picture. With my new picture this time, my face looks so much thinner. To be honest, I looked like a chipmunk in my old one! Yikes!! That was a pretty motivating moment for me. :)

I'm taking the day off from the gym to rest today. Definitely feeling my workout from yesterday. :p I'll work my core and back tomorrow and then take the weekend off as usual. I'm thinking about changing up my routine next week. Instead of isolating different parts of my body for each day, I'm going to start a full body workout 3x's a week. Basically, I'll do one exercise for each muscle group. Biceps,triceps,shoulders,back,glutes,thighs,calves,abs. I thought isolation workouts were the way to go, but after reading some articles, it really isn't a benefit to me and what I want to accomplish. So I'm excited about that. I won't be ready to start it tomorrow, so I'll do my normal core/back routine and then use the weekend off to rest all of my muscles and start fresh on Monday.

Last night was a bad food day. I think I ate too much. Didn't count my calories accurately at all. Started out with leftover pizza, then my protein shake after my workout, then some funions, ham, beans, and cornbread for dinner, more funions and a piece of cornbread, then a turkey sandwich and chips. Ugh. Normally I'm able to control my cravings and limit my portions, yesterday, not so much. I think I was ravenous from my prior workout so I need to refocus my attention of eating better types of foods when I'm feeling that way.

Getting back on track today. Started out with a small bowl of ham and beans and one piece of cornbread. Very filling. BTW, I wake up around 10am everyday (I work second shift and don't get off until 12am, a 20 minute drive, and then getting ready for bed and it's usually 12:40 before I get into bed) My body runs best on 9-10 hours of sleep. Anyways, I don't really eat breakfast ever, instead I just eat my lunch after waking up. If I workout, I'll have a protein shake afterwards, then dinner at work, a small snack later in the evening, and my usual 70calorie sugar free pudding pack at night. (It's my small motivation to get through the day. If I've had a particularly bad food day, I skip the pudding pack. So, basically I use it to motivate myself to eat well throughout the day.) It seems to be working.

That's it for me for now, I'll update tomorrow after my workout.
 
Hit the gym today and had a great workout. Back and abs were on fire! My last day of isolating exercises at least for the time being. Going to see how full body workouts treat me.

Also, since I'm mainly doing weight training at the gym, I figured it would probably be a better idea to track inches and weight together. So today I took my measurements. I don't really like it that much as I feel like it will be nearly impossible to measure the exact spot each time and thus won't be truly accurate, but I figured I'd give it a shot.

Left Arm: 11.75in
Right Arm: 11.75in
Waist: 39.5in
Left Thigh: 24in
Right Thigh: 24in
Hips: 38.75in
Left Calf: 15in
Right Calf: 14.75in

The goal, obviously, will be to see those numbers go down. Mainly the waist one. :) I'm starting to see definition in my biceps when I flex, which is soooooo awesome! I catch myself flexing throughout the day... I'm a little goofy like that.

Food was great yesterday. Aside from a fun size packet of mm's I stayed completely on track.

Today is going the same way and I don't foresee any hiccups.

Hope everyone is having a great day! :)
 
After a weekend off from the gym, I got back into my routine today. Though I practically dragged myself there and wasn't into the workout at all, I somehow got through it. It was a decent workout, though not my best.

I started a new routine as I planned. I did the incline leg press, leg extension, lat pull down, chest press, ab crunch machine, tricep pull, calf raises, dead lifts. Don't think I missed anything. When I go on Wednesday I think I'm going to take a notebook and write everything down that I do so I can share it here and also make sure I'm hitting all the muscles I need to hit.

I'm dog tired. I work today and tomorrow, making six days in a row. For those of you who don't know I work with adults with developmental disorders and mental illnesses, therefore my job is pretty taxing and working more than four days straight is difficult. Very much looking forward to Wednesday off.
 
I have so much respect for people who work with the mentally ill. You are a special group and I really admire you for doing what you do.
 
I too have a lot of respect for people who work with the mentally ill, it really can't be easy taking care/helping those who have trouble in things we normally take for granted.

I'm also impressed with your workout as well, right now I just do the elliptical and treadmill (not much of anything, really). I try to do the machines and I just have no idea what I'm doing and I usually just get frustrated and end up walking away feeling like I didn't really do anything. What I need is someone to come with me and coach me a little bit, but the gym I use is REALLY TINY! It's free for the apartment complex I live in, but it consist of two elliptical/treadmills, leg lifts and dumbbells. That's basically it.

There's also a swimming pool, but often times its crowded and not really good for doing laps in. I'm also embarrassed to go out in a bathing suit because I'm still a little chunky. :puke:
 
It is a difficult job for sure. I've been hurt a lot in the 7 months I've been working there. In fact, I was bit a few days ago by a client on my left shoulder. Nothing too serious, but it has been pretty sore. I work on a unit that is specifically for clients with Autism. It's a wonderful unit and I love the clients, but when they chose to have behaviors, things can get ugly fast. That's part of the reason I'm taking a weight lifting approach to getting fitter. I need more muscle to help defend myself and to restrain clients when needed. So far, I really think I'm benefiting from it.

Food was today. I've been lax on what I'm eating. Tomorrow, or rather today is a new day! I may weigh in this morning since I weighed in last Tuesday instead of Wednesday. Hoping for a loss, but would be happy with maintaining 149. I weighed the other day (I know I said I wouldn't!!!) and was at 150. So we shall see.
 
So I completely forgot to weigh in this morning. Boo! So I'll just wait until next week (if I can last that long) to check.

Went to the gym today and completed my workout. I skipped thighs/glutes because they are still sore from Monday. Here's a list of what I did:

All were done in three sets of ten.
tricep press
curls
chest press
dumb bell flys
back extension
hip adduction (??)
hip abduction (??)
lat pull down
calf press

In addition, I completed one set of one minute front planks, as well as right and left side planks. Also, 30 right and left side crunches.

Not sure how this is working out for me. I feel like I was more into my workouts and more focused when I had a specific leg ,day, arm day etc. I may go back to my previous routine, but I'd hate to sell myself short. What I don't really like is that I wasn't able to focus on my legs again today due to some soreness from Monday. With my previous routine, I worked my legs one day a week, but completed multiple exercises with them. Now I only do one or two machines since I have to get through an entire body workout. I just don't see how I will continue to see as good results as I was with my previous workout.

I think I'll finish out this week with this routine, but go back to my old routine starting on Monday.

So far I've had some red beans and rice that was leftover from yesterday as well as my protein shake. We are going to some friends house for dinner and they're cooking black beans and rice and some sort of veggies, so I'm confident I will have a healthy dinner.
 
I'm so over this week. Exercise has been ok (haven't really been into my workouts) and food, well, we just won't talk about that.... :/

When we go grocery shopping this weekend, I plan on getting some fresh romain, tomatoes, red peppers for a salad. (Had it at a friends house last night and it was delish). I really need to eat more fresh stuff, but I just struggle with finding things I like. Anyone have any ideas that could help me out? It's really hard to stop eating processed things when you are a picky eater.. :/

I feel like I'll get back on track next week when I return to my old lifitng routine.
 
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