So today I was able to make it to the gym. My boyfriend sister actually pushed me to go. I went spinning yesterday and wasnt planing on going today but I actually got up and went and even lifted which I was happy about. But I still feel like I'm not losing any weight. I wish those 20 pounds would just fall off me but I dont even seem to lose anything yet and I've been at this 2 months. Maybe I need to go at least like 5 times a week. I just applied at the gym that I go to so maybe that will help me get there 4-5 times a week. I did make it 4 times last week. And there is this trainer at my gym that makes me so mad. I go to her spinning class and she ignores me whenever she sees me outside spinning. She wont say hi to me or say anything to me unless I say hi to her. Its kind of annoying and not I might have to work with her. Anyways I need these 20 pounds to go away. I need to get to the gym more!
Journal Toward A Goal
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ugh. I dont know if I should go to the gym tomorrow, or take a day off and go thurs and fri. That'll still give me my 4 days at the gym but I'm thinking that maybe I should make it 5. I was reading in womens health that you should lift like 3 days a week, and I've lifted 3 so far. I feel like my weight loss going no where. Maybe ive gained muscle in my legs which is making me weigh the same but I feel like I havent even lost weight in the places that I want to. Ugh I'm annoyed. 
hickgurltx
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Welcome to the Diary/Journal area. 
You haven't talked about what foods you are eating yet?
Trust me, you have to have balance.
I have had a super hard time with "balance" lately.
lol
*Hang in there!*
You haven't talked about what foods you are eating yet?
Trust me, you have to have balance.
I have had a super hard time with "balance" lately.
lol
*Hang in there!*
I try to eat a lot of veggies and fruits. But I', with my boyfriend a lot and he isnt really a great influence. He likes to eat fast food a lot and unhealthy stuff. I drink a lot of water and no pop. I mean sometimes I do eat bad stuff and I cheat, but I will never give up pizza haha. And I switched to light beer and cut down the drinking by a lot! I maybe have 2 beers a week. Which I think is a lot better. I'm losing weight on my sides and my love handles and legs, but my little gut isnt doing so well.
So no gym today. I was going to go spinning this morning and for some reason my alarm didnt go off. I checked it and it was set for 815am so I dont know what went wrong with it. And then i woke up at like 10 and decided that I would go and at least lift around 1 but then my boyfriend surprised me and came home from work early at like 12 30 so I stayed with him. 
So hopefully I'll be able to make it tomorrow. I called today about my work application too but nobody has returned my call. So I guess I'll either call tomorrow, or just talk to someone when I go in to spin and lift.
And my grandmother made me oatmeal and raisin cookies
So hopefully I'll be able to make it tomorrow. I called today about my work application too but nobody has returned my call. So I guess I'll either call tomorrow, or just talk to someone when I go in to spin and lift.
And my grandmother made me oatmeal and raisin cookies