Janvier's Weight loss Diary

Hey you!!! i was reading a totally positive and happy diary when BANG - No trip!...that sux, cant you reschedule it? a week later? somthing!
i know it s easy to say...do the challane for yourself...and trully you sd - but a goal helps you sooo sooo much!!! i know...thats where i m standigright now.. (i wantd to look wicked for my shoping trip...and now with bf and all that i got comfortable - i can happily report some change on the matter btw)....
so girlie...we have to find something aternative to look fwd to....
hmmm let me think...a dress? tally is awesome finding some good ones online...then - how about a girls weekend away? or both: lookin gorgerous at a girls weekend away??
think girl think!!!!!
OH Btw i know i just know YOU WANNA DO THE CHALLANGE - you already said it - you cant take it bck... if it helps... i ll do it with you...i have about 90 days until i see bf again.....
Are you game?? --- nod your head :D

big hugs :grouphug:
 
Hello Darling! Hope you are doing fabulous and life is treating you well! I hope to see an update sometime :hug2:
 
I actually watched Biggest Loser last night!! I know you were watching it too :) Fun that the sisters could just split the money if they wanted to... that's what I would do at least. I don't know if they will or not. It was crazy seeing their befores it was almost like they were wearing fatsuits! I think video really clinches it more then just pictures. They look beautiful now and I LOVE the fact that the husband lost weight at home too!! What an awesome guy :) I love it so that she came home to a healthier household where her husband would encourage her to keep that lifestyle!! He definitely isn't going to try to fatten her back up to feel better about himself :) LOVED IT!!

I hope you update your diary. If you aren't eating very well or exercising I won't throw any stones at you :) I bet you didn't eat cookies and pie for breakfast lunch and dinner for months on end! :) You look smoking hot as is!!
 
Hi everyone!

My goodness it's been SO long since I have been here. Thank you Cowboy, Justina and Tally for checking up on me, I really missed you all!

Everything is fine with me, work has just been CRAZY busy and making me insane. I don't get 30 seconds to myself and if I didn't have a mortage I would probably quit because I am incredibly stressed. I am happy to report that I did follow through with my work health challenge, It was a struggle at times and I don't think I lost a single pound during it but I finished it. I just got back from a 6 day trip to Texas where I worked out once and ate several bad, fatty texan sized meals that I am not proud of and I am off to the Dominican Republic on the 24th of this month which I am counting down the minutes to just to unwind from work. I have been really struggling with my eating and working out since the whole break up situation happened...I am feeling a lot better since my last few posts in regards to the whole thing but it seems like I just can't fully get my energy and motivation back. I kinda feel like he took away the happiest part of me and I can't seem to regain it but I have no intentions to stop trying. I am so excited about my upcoming trip but am DREADING the tiny summer outfits and bikinis! I haven't felt this embarrased about my body in a while, I have been too scared to get on the scale and face the music even though I know I should to get it out of the way...I plan to get on this weekend. I have been eating clean and have gotten in a few workouts since I've been home from Texas- I came back on the 9th and I'm hoping that I've flushed some of the gresse out of my body and I'm hoping to find some much needed confidnce before my next trip. I decided that I really need to make an effort to get back on here because you guys are so motivating and I really can't do this without the support that you all give me so I'll be updating hopefully nightly from now on. I don't have time to check in with your diarys today but I will very soon! Thank you again for all of your support and I can't wait to catch up with you all!
 
Janvier- Nice to see you back!!! Don't worry about the tiny summer outfits and bikinis- you will ROCK them. Thing to do is to face the music now and then get back on the bandwagon- do what you got to do and then move on to your fabulous holiday. You can do this in fact you already have-lol. I am here if you need support - in fact there is a lot of people here to support you but you know that already.
 
O yay you updated :) Good job on getting back to things when you came back from your trip! I hope it was delicious and you had an interesting time :) I hope your trip ends up being fabulous and gives you the relaxation and healing mojo you deserve!! Cant wait to hear the details!
 
Cowboy- Thank you Cowboy and thank you for the confidence you have in me it means a lot! I took your advice and faced the music with the scale this weekend and it was the exact push I needed so thank you for that as well! I appreciate all of your support, you are a huge motivation for me! :seeya:

Tally- Tally!! I missed you doll!! I did have a delicious time! Just thinking about those Texan ribs makes me do this -> :drool5: lol, they were worth a gained pound or two lol. I'm really glad to hear from you because I read on your diary that you wont be around much, I hope that you change your mind because you certainly keep me going! Thank you for your never ending support, it means a lot to me! :waving:

Ijustwannabefit- Thank you for your post! Don't worry, nothing keeps me away from this site, you guys are such a great support!


My weekend wasn't too bad at all! I finally faced the scale and was plesently surprised! I was 135 lbs which was nice to see since before I left for Texas I was 140 lbs and had not weighed that much in a long time and was pretty disappointed in myself so Its nice to see that my healthy efforts are making a difference slowly but surely. I ate well all weekend and went on a 4 and 1/2 mile walk on Saturday. I have been working on doing lots of sqats and lunges to help tone my thighs and butt. I am leaving on Friday morning and will be working my butt off until then. There is also a fitness center at the resort and personal trainers for free so I am very excited to get some good workouts in during my vacay as well! I have been catching up on my reading on some of the health magazines I like and I have decided to really turn a new leaf in my life as far as a healthy lifestyle goes, I'm pretty tired of my weight bouncing around and inconsistancies with my motivation and binge eating crappy food, I'm just really ready to focus on a healthy lifestyle and stick to it. I feel so good mentally and physically when I'm eating well and working out so I have no idea why I ever go off course. I have been pretty disgusted at even the thought of unhealthy food and I'm hoping that I can keep this mind frame going. I am also happy to report that I went on a little date on Saturday, it was good to get out and be in company of a man lol. He was cute and very sweet and full of compliments so it was a nice ego boost that I needed. I have a healthy lunch packed and I am looking forward to kicking butt with you all until my trip, during my trip and afterwards!

Have a wonderful Monday everyone!!
 
awesome update :) The date sounds lovely! I always like getting compliments lol I think after any type of delicious eating that giving yourself a couple of days is great to weight yourself! You don't want to feel bad right after having a good time :)

I'm glad that you are turning a new leaf with your weightloss :) Feeling good about yourself is a great goal. I definitely feel that occasionally people lose focus on the weight and they stop working out so we need bigger goals then simply a number on the scale. Being happy about your life is a much bigger goal and it can keep you doing the right stuff even when the scale isn't budging.

The trip sounds so exciting!! I need to go somewhere exotic too :) Palm trees, real coconut juice!! I hope you walk a lot and explore a lot and just enjoy your days :)
 
Hi Janvier,

Right back at you. You have been a big motivator and support person for me too. Told you that you would rock the bikinis and tiny summer outfits-lol. It is good you faced the music and see it was beautiful music as it turned out. Great job on turning things around again. Good for you for going out and having some fun. It really is important to get on with things both physically and mentally. We shouldn't spend too much time feeling bad. There comes a time when we have to pick ourselves up dust ourselves off then go forward. Good for you for doing that!! It is important to do things that make Janvier happy. That is what it is all about. Keep up the good work!
 
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