chubbygirl
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Happy Belated Birthday Janvier!! Sorry I forgot and missed it. Sounds like you had a great weekend! Yesterday sounded like a great way to start a healthy year! I'll be here till the 14th pushing hard with you! Keep it up!
Happy Belated Birthday Janvier!! Sorry I forgot and missed it. Sounds like you had a great weekend! Yesterday sounded like a great way to start a healthy year! I'll be here till the 14th pushing hard with you! Keep it up!

that one of the secretaries had on her desk all week that I avoided and it went downhill from there. I stopped on my way home for these coconut covered chocolates
I love and snacked all night and healthy snacks but way too many. On Saturday night I went out, bought two coconut macaroons
on my way out (I have a thing with coconut right now), had several (too many) drinks and had 2 sliders (mini burgers) and a side of fries
. On sunday I woke up hungover and feeling like crap, my stomach was aching, I was bloated and my fingers were all swollen from all of the salt and sugar. I decided to be good with food all day which I was and wanted to gather the energy to workout but I felt way too terrible. I did manage to drag myself out of the house to get a few healthy snacks, fruits, veggies and some coke zero. Yesterday was a work day from hell, it was busy from the second I got in, all I had was yogurt when I got in then I looked at the clock and it was 3:30pm and I haven't even had my lunch! I went home and had and had dinner and took a nap, got up and decided I should go get some gas instead of waiting to get it in the morning and gave into a craving and bought more chocolate covered coconut 

!!! So I ended the day badly and felt terrible about it, but its a new day and a new chance to make it a perfect day, plus the biggest loser is on tonight so that should put get my motivation going- I don't know why but I feel like this struggling to be consistant is never going to end. Heres what today looks like:I totally hear ya on this one! I totally went crazy for chocolate this weekend too!I don't know why but I feel like this struggling to be consistant is never going to end. Heres what today looks like:
I totally hear ya on this one! I totally went crazy for chocolate this weekend too!
It's a new day and a great chance to start fresh! Get on the stepper tonight and you will feel way better! I'm sure the BL will do the trick! Hey and look on the bright side - at least you didn't go crazy Sunday too!! One healthy day in there so give yourself some credit! We can get that good feeling back soon - just need to work hard for it. Keep it up Janvier!!
, I want to continue this week doing well and not give into emotional eating, so heres what today looks like:
Great workout last night! I was doing mine while watching the BL too. I'm cheering for Courtney this year - I love her attitude.
I'm feeling exhausted today too and it's supposed to be my long run day but I'm not sure I'll be feeling up to it. Hope you make it through the day as planned! Stay strong and keep it up!!!


. I'm pretty fed up and disgusted with myself this week, I'm a sick of taking 5 steps forward and 10 steps back and had a bit of a melt down last night just out of frustration, I know that I'm no where near my start weight but I'm no where near my goal weight or even my lowest weight that I was at last year at this time and it just feels like the never ending story and a never ending struggle. I went shopping this weekend and nothing was fitting me at all and It just felt the way it use to feel when I was 50+ pounds heavier
, I know that I know how to get to my goal but I'm just struggling with everything this week and I'm just feeling really down. I was good yesterday, I stuck to my meal plan and went out to valentines day dinner with Morgan, I was faily good there too, I had a spicy chicken salad, but I also had a few bites of the pita and spinach cheese dip he ordered and he ordered me apple crumble for dessert but I let him have most of it. I plan on eating well for the rest of the week and I'm hoping to gather some energy to workout. sorry for the pitty fest. Heres what today looks like:Hey Janvier,
How'd the weekend go? Do you have family day off today? I'm ready to kick some butt again and would love to have you on board for a great healthy week! Let's do it!
, On Saturday I got back on track with eating and worked out- I did Hip Hop abs with weights and I think 35 minutes on the tredmill, it was the first time in a few months that I worked out on the weekend! I ate well on Sunday but didn't workout.
, ate it in bed, finished it, felt ridiculous about it and had an instant stomach ache 

, I set my alarm to get up an hour before work to work it off and slept in an hour and a half!!! So I woke up annoyed that I couldn't work off the grilled cheese and because I was late and have been on thin ice at work with being late. I was have cravings all day yesterday for just anything, after work I caved and bought an apple fritter at starbucks and felt even worse about myself. I decided I was still going to workout and did 75 minutes on the tredmill while watching the biggest loser and burned 500 calories which was probably almost what the apple fritter contained but I was still happy with myself because thats the most I've ever burnt on the tredmill. I woke up feeling much better today and I'm determined to turn my week around. I decided that over the weekend I really need to evaluate my meals and snack and do a little cutting back, even maybe just half the servings on my snacks. Tracking my calories in my food journal has really put things in perspective and I have been eating more calories then I thought. So I have my healthy lunch packed today, my friend wanted to go out for dinner and I told her to just pack her dinner and come to my place and we can eat our dinners together instead, shes really understanding when I tell her that I need to focus on heathy eating. I'm getting a workout in this evening no matter what time it is, I'm trying to be even one more pound down by Friday and I think I can get there if I work hard enough, I was back to 137 on the scale this morning so I'm going to have to really kick it into high gear. Sorry for the long rant but I think I needed to get it out. Heres what today looks like:
