Jaclyn's NEW Diary

Your pics are SO cute :) You are just gorgeous!! And Dan is way cute :)
I have been missing in action for a little hwile ... but I'm back ! And it looks like you are still kicking a*s and doing great !
Have a great day ...
How arew classes going?
 
Thanks guys! You are all too great!

Dang, the last few days have been busy! On Sunday I went to the gym for about an hour and worked out on the elliptical, the treadmill, and I did a bunch of weight training. Then later that night Dan and I went to see The Black Crowes at Hard Rock Live and it was a lot of fun. They're one of my favorite bands. Then yesterday I worked 8:30-5:30, then got a pedicure, then did some homework and watched the movie "Crash." Good movie. My eating was good both days-lets recap-

Sun Breakfast:
Egg Beaters (60)
Veggie Bacon (60)
Wheat Bagel with CC (300)
Orange Juice (50)

Lunch:
Veggie Salami on wheat with Provolone (280)
Cheeze Doodles (150)
Pickle (10)

Dinner:
South Beach Diet Cheese Pizza (340)

Monday Breakfast:
Orange-Strawberry-Banana Smoothie (my own creation-250)
Egg Whites (40)

Snack:
Peach (40)
1/2 Kudos Bar (65)

Lunch:
Big salad with field greens, spinach, tomatoes, carrots, cucumbers, apples, peppers, red onion, and balsamic (200)
French Onion Soup (200)
Fat Free Frozen yogurt (90)

Dinner:
Taco Salad (300)

Dessert:
Mango Italian Ice (150)

Now I'm off to the gym again!
 
Thanks Angela!

Ugh, today was my last day off for the week and I work Wednesday-Saturday. I'm so tired of my job. I want to graduate from school and get a real job already!

Breakfast:
My special smoothie (250)
Egg Whites (50)
1 Slice Wheat Toast (60)

Lunch:
Veggie Salami and Provolone on Wheat (280)
150 Cal pack of Chips (150)
Pickle (10)

Snack:
Honey Ohs (120)

Snack:
Cheese, Apple Slices, Olives (200)

Dinner:
Big Slice of Pizza (400)

Dessert:
Bite of cookie dough :eek: (180)

Work and class tomorrow! Ugh.
 
hey sweetie... i've been sooo busy that I haven't had time to check in on you! it looks like you are doing fabulous!!!! I need to do better with sticking to my guns and eating my planned snacks! (or at the very least, not eating CAKE! and other sweets!) hehehe... Keep up the good work!!!
 
Wow, ok I have not been in here for awhile!! :) I missed out on those adorable photos! Dan is quite a cutey! Way to go! :) And you are gorgeous of course.. the whole family is beautiful. Kids way too cute! That littel boy is gonna break some hearts when he is older!!

Anyhow you look fabulous, and you seem to be doing REALLY good. Keep it up girl!! Yer kickin butt! :D
 
Oh, I love the pictures. You have such a nice looking family. You always do such a good job with your food choices. And such variety. It makes me jealous! :D
 
Thanks so much Emma!

Hypo, I've been doing this for a LONG time, so I've gotten used to being disciplined. But I'm not always good--like yesterday for example, or even today...you can be great though!

I've been a jerk and haven't been updating my journal everyday, which is what I have to do in order to lose this weight. These past two days have been hellish and super busy, but that's no excuse. I've been running from one place to another, just making it in time to work or school. I'm so tired of the juggling act. Yesterday I worked from 8:30-4:30 and then drove straight from work to Cocoa Beach to get to my 6 o'clock class and I got there just in time, and then in the middle of class I got my period! Then I went home and ate three pieces of cookie dough and then I was miserable! :( And I was all upset and I told Dan not to come over and he felt really bad. Then today I went to have lunch with my best friend downtown, and then I didn't have enough cash to get out of the parking garage so I had to go park again, run across the street to get money out of the ATM at the library, run back up to my car, and I ended up getting stuck in traffic. I made it to class with one minute to spare, and THEN I had to go straight from school to work and I hit traffic AGAIN and I got there with about five minutes to spare. So I'm running out of the parking garage and Dan is in front of the building with flowers. :) It was so sweet but I was so embarassed, especially since my boss walked out right when I went up and kissed him and she was cracking up. It was really nice of him though. He's very good to me. It's so weird to have a nice boyfriend.

So here's my scattered food for today-

Breakfast:
Golden Grahams in skim (170)

Lunch:
Veggie Burger (200)
Chips (200)

Snack:
Mangofest Smoothie (360)

Dinner:
Garden Po'Boy (400)
Fruit (100)

Not the best day. I need to start doing better, being stricter. I work until midnight tonight...ugh! Tomorrow is a 1-10 shift and I want to do really good.
 
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Hehe, I am enjoying them. They're purple chrysanthemums, or however you spell that.

So today I worked 1-10. I finished my non-fiction story and its not even due until next week, so I'm super excited about that! Woo woo! I still have to polish it up, but I'm really happy that I got it done so far in advance.

Food's been good today, although I'm desperate for chocolate, and I'm a bit hungry and I won't get to eat until I get home, but I'll probably have cereal or something.

Breakfast:
Smoothie made with blackberry yogurt, banana, orange juice and ice (250)
Egg Beaters (60)
1 slice veggie bacon (30)

Lunch:
Big Salad with greens, spinach, carrots, olives, cukes, tomatoes, red onion, red and yellow peppers, and balsamic vinegarette (200)
Tomato Basil soup (200)
Small soft serve frozen yogurt (150)

Snack:
Light Chips (75)

Dinner:
Honey Ohs in skim (150)

Dessert:
WW Cookie Ice Cream (140)
 
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WHoo Hoo!! I'm happy for ya! I bet its a good book!

Your doing really well hun,I'm proud of you, you have so much on your 'plate' but you just keep going!!
 
Yesterday was a LONG day and today I'm still exhausted.

Breakfast Saturday:
Fruit Smoothie (150)
WW Muffin (170)
Egg Whites (25)

Snack:
Multigrain Cheerios (50)

Lunch:
Lean Cuisine Fettuicine (290)
Apple (60)
Fat Free Pudding (100)

Dinner:
Taco Salad (400)

Dessert:
Dark Chocolate (300...oh, I had too much, but it was so good.)

This morning I weighed in at 170!

Met with my tutor, did some shopping, and now I have a horrible headache.
 
Everything is getting worse.

Sunday Breakfast:
Fruit SMoothie (150)
Slimfast Bar (220)

Lunch:
Cup of Fiesta Soup and slice of bread (200)

Snack:
Pineapple (75)

Dinner:
Peanut Butter and Jelly on wheat (290)
Light chips (75)

Dessert:
2 pieces of dark chocolate (70)

Today Breakfast:
Honey Ohs in Skim (160)

Snack:
Yogurt (100)
Kudos Bar (130)

Lunch:
LC Penne Pasta (270)
Orange (70)

Dinner:
PBJ on wheat (290)
Light chips (75)
Fat Free Pudding (100)

Dessert:
1 White Macadamia cookie (150)

Dan and I are having a bunch of problems and I think it may be over. And I don't know if thats good or bad. I have jury duty tomorrow. I worked for 11 hours today. I hated today.

At least I'm not letting it affect my eating.
 
Wow, I'm really sorry to hear it hun :(

I'm here for you if you want to talk :)

Good job not doing any emotional eating!
 
Aww, sorry to hear you and Dan are having problems. Bare in mind PMS can really effect your emotional behavior when it comes to men issues.. (boy do I know this one!!) so... maybe be a bit more patient with them then you're accustomed to. :) I hope things work out for whatever is best!!

Good luckw ith your eating, Iknow its hard in stressful situations.. but we're all here for you, rooting ya on!!! And you can always come and vent to us here!!
 
Thanks guys. 170 is totally cool. I'm happy with it. Everything else is not so great.

I woke up at 6:30 this morning because I had JURY DUTY! I was there ALL day, and I was called for the very last trial of the day. We waited and waited to meet with the judge, and then the defendent decided to do a plea bargin, so we all got dismissed. Ugh. I actually kind of wanted to serve on a jury. I thought it might be interesting, especially after spending my whole day there, I wanted to get something out of it.

I don't know what's happening with me and Dan. He came over on Sunday night and went on and on about how much he loves me, then told me he can't be with me. He was totally bluffing, to get a reaction from me, and so I just said "fine, then go" and of course he backed down and was all "oh no, but I love you and I can't be without you," ect. So we argued for awhile, then I got him to leave, then all day Monday he wouldn't stop iming me while I was at work and he would pick a fight with me, then apologize and tell me he loves me, and it kept going on until finally I told him to just leave me alone for a few days. Then he sent me a loooooooong email and a bunch of ims, and the today he left me a few and the last one said he was sorry and that he would give me as much time as I need.

It's just too much, it's too stressful. I know we have no future. I enjoyed his company and companionship, but now it's not fun. At the same time, I'm afraid of ending it. I'm ridiculously confused.

Ridiculously. And a I have a paper to write, on top of it all. Work at 8:30 am.

Breakfast:
Fat Free Yogurt (100)
Orange Juice (50)

Snack:
Cranberry Juice (300)
Pretzels (160)

Lunch:
Quiznos Veggie sub (300)

Dinner:
Fruit Plate (Strawberries, Pineapple, Grapes with yogurt--200)
French Onion Soup (200)

Dessert:
Fat Free Frozen Yogurt (100)
 
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