Alright, I got my calories up to 1300something last night thanks to a light dinner and a freakin' reese's peanut butter cup. I hate candy!
I'm having a rough day. It started last night. I got a call from my best friends psychiatrist. He was in the process of admitting her into an inpatient program because she tried to kill herself. She's been suicidal for a few months now and she's attempted to kill herself twice, but last night she almost succeeded. She didn't even call me for help and that breaks my heart because she always calls me for help when she wants to hurt herself. I was her emergency contact, so I had to call her parents and let them know what was going on. Its just been a hard couple of months and very emotionally draining with her. Sometimes I just want to shake her and yell at her to snap out of it but I know that doesn't work.
Its really hard for me because I lost my brother to suicide in 1998.