Iwan's Weightloss Journal

Heya's IWAN,
I love goth clothes style hair makeup ect!
I used to be punk/headbanger back in the teen days and now
I did my hair blonde on the top and black underneith so if I have
to go somewhere I have to dress up I can hide it or if I wanna
put on the black clothes I can fix my hair that way lol!
The pant's at Hot Toppic here go for $49.99-69.99 geeesh!
There is a Nightmare before Christmas sweatshirt I like it's $60
my gawd for a shirt! Ok girlie going to the store to get the seasoning
for the turkey I am going to make tomorrow or Tues!
Have a gr8 day,Tammy:D
 
uuuuhhhhg. King crab w. garlic butter for dinner. nuff said.

I feel bloated.

I had about 2000 cals today. maybe more. Someone smack me!
 
Thanks for smacking me *smacks "B" right back* there ya go...thats how we keep eachother in line.

I hope I made a dent in my binge last night by doing 45 minutes of cardio on the elliptical at 58 rpms. Kept my heart rate between 150-170 most of the time except when that damn madonna song came on, then I was bookin' it and my heart rate hit 186.

I think I need to severly restrict calories today after yesterday. So I'll see how I do, I should probably stay around 1000 cals today unless I become a big fat cow again and inhale a king crab cluster and a vat of butter again. MAKE IT STOP!!! lol! I think I'm supposed to hook up with some friends tonight. Don't pee your pants Randy, but I think I'm going out for drinks tonight with Tony from the Fierce Alliegence and some of the old crew that I used to hang with. At least thats what my friend April is telling me and Tony is the only Tony I know and she did say "You know...TONY...duh..."

SO I'm going to have to account for drinks in my cals today. Oh, hell! I'm going to have just not eat much today. Oh well.
 
Iwan - I'm not going to smack you - if you recall, you had several LOW calorie days last week.

It's all cyclical!
 
Hi Iwanny!!! Have fun tongiht!! Can I come too???..lol

*walks of dreaming about crab & butter*..mmmmm...
 
sooo, yeah. My low cal day yesterday...didn't happen. And, I didn't end up going out with my friends either. What I ended up doing is classified information but it involved grilled cheese sandwiches, oven baked french fries and a freaking root beer float. I'm such a cow. Where did my self control go? its like I lost it like a bad habit or something.

So, my poor gramps isn't going to be home for the "harvest style feast" we were having on thursday so now I think I'm not going to participate. I think I will again fast this year like I have in years past. I know one person fasting isn't enough to offset the inbalance of millions feasting, but really...in our coutry in our times there are probably plenty of people out there that don't have the resources to make a thanksgiving dinner happen for their families so I won't be alone.

I'm gearing up for Yule though. I'm getting ready to pull out the decorations. I'm planning my feast dinner, calling people on the guest list to make sure they don't plan anything for the 21st and I'm special ordering cheeses and meats from anchorage to be shipped in cause our cheese and meat selection here sucks! I send out invitations every year so I've already designed the cards and emailed them to the printer with my address database to be printed and mailed by December 1st. Last year I had so many people over, it was a good time. This year is significantly smaller because I don't have a boyfriend helping me with all the cooking (last year I was dating a chef, but we broke up on dec 23rd, right after the party). So this year I have to do all the cooking myself. I'll probaby have to take a few days off from work...like I don't have them coming.

OOooooh, at work we are schmoozing a new director. She seems nice. we have another candidate coming in next week, a man....we havn't had a man director around these parts before...lol!
 
just realized tammy tagged me in the 5 random things tag game.

1) I have a rare heart condition that I've lived with since I was 17, I'm a medical anomally.
2) In order to pay for college (my major was law enforcement) and books that were not covered by scholarship, I sold pot.
3) When I was 19 years old I married the love of my life, got pregnant with his twins, got in a car accident, lost the twins 26 weeks gestation and then my husband divorced me and told me the wreck was my fault and I murdered our children.
4) If I had stayed married to my former (2nd) husband I'd be a step grandma at 27. I'd probably also be dead.
5) When I was 14 my parents had me committed because I was suicidal. In all I tried to kill myself 4 times, the 4th time was the most lethal attempt and I carry the scars to this day to remind me how low, low is.

oh, yea. I tag: be-gone-soon, dairyqueen, chelseabomb, Hillbilly, and fat guy tri.
 
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Heya's Iwan,
Wow girlie sorry about all the bad things
that happened to ya geeesh !(*HUGGS*)!!
I wanted to tell ya I made the turkey and it was quite
yummy flavorwise but it was kinda dry and it didn't have
a pop up timer so I guessed and added an extra 15 minutes
to make sure it was all the way done but that was an awesome
recipie,lol I actually sampled it on my chicken yesterday!
I am pooped I put up a tree had 6 kids in my house cooked
a thanksgiving feast!!!Well I hope you have a gr8 WEDS and
a safe holiday,Tammy:)
 
I'm glad you made it through all of that Iwan. I'm not sure if Wishes did this on purpose, but the timing of this game is perfect. It helps us to reflect on what we've been through and hopefully make us thankful to have come out on the other side of all that as stronger people.
 
Wow, you certainly have had an interesting life. I believe you are proof that adversity is what truely makes us stronger.
 
Wow Iwan - youve been through so much! Yet another woman of steel floating around the forum. Glad the attempt on #5 didnt work, we like having you around. ;)

Have a great day girly!! :D:D
 
thanks peeps, I had no idea what to write, so I just wrote the stuff I like to get off my chest sometimes...and I think it helps people understand me more...my hermit like habits and my trust issues. And I know you all wont judge me.

Yesterday was a so-so day. definatly not the low cal day I was going for. Pumpkin pie is the bain of my existance. So today will be a normal cal day. Since I will be fasting on thursday today I will have about 2000 cals.
 
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