Im so embarrassed to report to ye lovely people that today I LOST CONTROL. I cant believe it, i COMPLETELY lost control. I dont know what happened to the girl last night that was so positive about this entire diet malark but today i stopped calorie counting and just ate whatever i want. I feel so so bad but i feel like tomorrow is a new day and i wont leave this get me down. I think maybe one of the reasons i broke out was due to stress and exhaustion from college. My timetable is all over the place. I walked for 50 mins today
I feel bad that the last week i couldnt post as much as i used to in people's diaries. All my friends went out tonight and i stayed home and had a nap!! So so so tired.
Thank you ALL soooooooo much for the kind posts!!

They make me smile so much and continue to motivate me. I feel guilty that i broke out guys, and im sorry about that
Hope all you beautiful people had a great great day
xoxoxo
Day 07 - Do your friends and family know you’re trying to lose weight? Do they support you?[/b]
Well my family know and they 100% support me. Which is obviously a good thing, i didnt tell all my friends about me trying to lose weight because 1) i feel weight is such a sensitive subject and 2) i dont want to say it to them incase i give up. I have told 2 of my closest friends though and they have been very supportive and positive about the entire thing which is of course great
Originally Posted by Time4Change
Congrats on no chocolate! When you said that you made me realize that I have been eating chocolate every day for a veryy long time! I didn't eat any today either! You sound like you are still doing a great job, and your mom may be right about the 180 by christmas but we can still try for it! Xoxo
Oh Amanda 3 messages, i feel so so popular!!

Thanks for being so kind girly, well that was all going great until i had 2 chocolate bars today. EEEK. Yeah momma might be right but i still want it to be my and THE TRIO's goal from now to december


Sure you never know we might me able to do it

xxxxx
Originally Posted by Time4Change
My favorite little weightloss partner! I miss you lately. Hope you are doing well!! Don't forget to workout today hun! I have been in such a great mood lately, so excited for us to lose this weight together!
Xoxo
I miss you lots too Amanda, i am so fricken busy at college im allergic

I only did 50mins of walking today, tomorrow i will do more i promise

Hope you had a lovely day xoxo
Originally Posted by
Blackie
Losing that much weight in like three months would be reaaally tough and probably unhealthy too! So I have to agree with your mom on this one. But every lost pound counts! So just make sure you don't gain any and you're good to go

xoxo Stay strong!
Yeah Blackie i completely agree girly, im still making it my goal though because it will push me into shedding the weight xx
Originally Posted by Loch
Don't fret over gaining those couple of pounds. I know for me, during that TOTM I gain 5lb and it doesn't go away until a day after it ends. Also, if you're exercising, you have to remember that you gain muscle. Muscle has weight, so pay attention to Body Fat % .
Great job on getting more active! I'm so bad at that, but it feels so good once you do it.
I love that 30 day challenge. I think I'll do it too!
Also, you MIGHT make it to 180 by Christmas, but a more realistic number would be 190. A healthy weight loss is 2lb a week, generally 8-10lb a month. Christmas is about 3 months away, so if you really stick to it, you COULD lose 30lb by Christmas . That's something motivating to think about. BUT even if you don't lose that much, as long as you lose something, you're still doing great. Honestly, just keep at it, and be proud of what you've lost so far!
Thanks a million Loch, your so kind

i was delighted when i did abit of exercise, god i was wreaked after it, i know ecactly how you feel, i was not exercising for ages just because i found it so hard to start. Yeah totally do the 30 day challenge, i would love to read your answers

Thanks for the great advice girl, your totally right, i would love to be 180 by chrimbo but it might be not the most realistic number to be in 3 months time
Hope you had a nice day darling

xxx
Originally Posted by tetemcg
Great job on the abstaining from the yummy goodness!!!
I think go big in your goals...just have a more realistic base line goal in case your "dream mini" goal doesn't happen. Like mine for my cruise in November...I want to be 50 pounds down by then...thats only 7 weeks away....and I am only losing 4ish pounds a month,,,,so my base line goal is 175....but my dream goal is 170!! Just my crazy theory...hahaha...to each their own!!
You are doing so great....and I am cheering for all your successes in life!!
Oh tetemcg, i am SO SO MORTOFIED. Today i was scandalous, it was a bad day eating to say the least.
Thanks a million hun, i sure wont stop my dream of being 180 for chrimbo, but if it doesnt happen it will be okay too

xxx