fuzzeyduck
New member
Needing motivation guys! Weigh a huge 14 stone 10lbs (am 5 f 4) and i just cannoy motivate myself. I am in tears writing this but I have to do something about my weight! I have always been curvy but since having my kids I just cant get motivated. I know all the facts, could tell you exactly what I should be doing and exactly where I am going wrong but I cant seem to make myself do it. i wake up each morning thinking yeah I can do this, I need to do this for my health, my kids, husband etc but I just cant seem to stop myself reaching for the food. I have tried upping my exercise. My self esteem isnt great I was cheated on by my partner in the past, we moved through this but somehow feel that I dont deserve to be happy. I know that may sound mad I just feel really messed up. I know exactly what I should be doing but why can't i do it? i have lost 4 stone in the past and loved the feel of being slim and told myself I wouldnt let myself slip again (this was 10 years ago!) am seeing the weight management nurse every 2 weeks to get myself weighed but have only lost 4 lbs so far and I have been on it for 2 months! Sorry for whining but I am hoping you guys can inspire me and give me the inspiration I need. Thanks for listening x
