The weekend has been both good and bad.
The bad side was that I ate a gigantic pizza with lots of extra cheese. I just couldn't resist.
The good sides were many.
Saturday night we went out with some friends and almost all of them (more than 10 people) ordered fries. Not just simple fries. Chili fries. My favorites. And some of them ordered a kind of fried cheese wich I absolutely adore and would kill to eat. It was hard resisting the temptation to order it too, but I made it. And I also was strong enough to refuse to taste some of theirs fries when they offered them. I was very proud of myself!
On Sunday I went to church and I met a friend of mine who I hadn't been seeing in some time. She immediately noticed that I had lost weight. I was hecstatic! It was the first person who noticed without being told by me that I'm on a diet. It really made my day!
My right foot is hurting like hell. I don't know what's wrong with it but it hurts abd it's difficult to walk. I had to give up running for the weekend and went biking instead. Not quite as funny from my point of view. I guess I'll have to go to the doctor and see what's wrong.

I hate going to the doctor!
This week I should get down to 81 kgs which would take me to a total loss of 6kgs. I know I'm not even halfway through, but I'm so proud of myself. In the past I've been on a diet zillions of times and never got any relevant result. Now I can't believe I'm the same person. I never was so good about the fact of losing weight, so self-confident, so relaxed. Yes, relaxed. I used to be always nervous because I couldn't eat what other people ate and because I was afraid of what I could have looked like if I lost weight. Fat was an armour. I could blame fat for all of my problems.
Fortunately my boyfriend came along and he has helped in so many ways, he taught me to love myself and now I understand that losing weight isn't going to change my life or who I am. I'm not doing it to be beautiful, or to be like all the others girls. I'm not doing it for others. I'm doing it for myself. And I never felt so great. I know I can do it and I will do it, even if it's difficult. I believe in me. This is so new for me...
I hope I have not bored you to tears...I just needed to say this to someone I know will understand.
Have a great week, all of you, and thanks for being such extraordinary people.
Love,
India