I love myself...and only want the best for me. However, there was a point in my life when I lived for others, to make them happy, to put a smile on their face. Now that I'm in a beautiful place in my life on the inside, I strive to find beauty in what I face everyday in the mirror. My goal you ask? To be happy. Cliche maybe, but at the root of it all I need to live a long, healthy and joyful life. My family medical history lines up to something like this...diabetes, heart and kidney disease, breast cancer...the one that scares me the most is DIABETES b/c it could go undetected for so long. Also, my Mother and both of her parents have/had diabetes; one of my other Aunts has diabetes also.
I've been up and down with my weight since college, been in a couple relationships that didn't last and failed to make me a better person, battled with alopecia areata in 2005 and still deal with it today...but all the BS has brought me to be I am the woman I am today and I thank God everyday for bringing through the adversity that so heavily weighed me down. I also realize that my battle is not over but now that I'm back in gear with Him, I know NO LIMITS. I strive for the best at whatever I do. I realize that I deserve the best of what life has to offer so here I am. I struggle EVERYDAY and I know that I'll find confidence and strength in this forum b/c this has made me more accountable that I usually am. YAHHHHH for the forum!
ANYWAY, I'll be posting what I eat, my exercise/workout and all that good stuff so everyone can slap me in the face OR pat m on the back.
Peace
I've been up and down with my weight since college, been in a couple relationships that didn't last and failed to make me a better person, battled with alopecia areata in 2005 and still deal with it today...but all the BS has brought me to be I am the woman I am today and I thank God everyday for bringing through the adversity that so heavily weighed me down. I also realize that my battle is not over but now that I'm back in gear with Him, I know NO LIMITS. I strive for the best at whatever I do. I realize that I deserve the best of what life has to offer so here I am. I struggle EVERYDAY and I know that I'll find confidence and strength in this forum b/c this has made me more accountable that I usually am. YAHHHHH for the forum!
ANYWAY, I'll be posting what I eat, my exercise/workout and all that good stuff so everyone can slap me in the face OR pat m on the back.
Peace
! Anyway, I'm feeling alright now!
at the GYM LOL 

. Put a band-aid on and moved on with the weights! I did about 35 min with my brother's weights...20lb arms reps curls...triceps...I was stupid sore! What a joke I was trying to curl that...but he egged me on spotted me a little and I worked it out! Good sleep before the big holiday!