I wanna look as good as I feel

OMGKEVINSAIDHI

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Hiya, I guess this calls for a big introduction.

I'm a 15 year old girl (16 in a few weeks - yay!) and i've been overweight my entire life. I've tried losing weight but my motivation never really kicks in, and I stop before I have barely even started. Now my current situation is looking a little bit different so I know that I NEED to lose weight. Not only for my health, but I'm a teenager - I want to do what teenagers do. I want to party, hang out with friends, going to concerts and stuff but becuase of my weight I never really dared to and if I have ever dared, I've felt like I dont deserve it. I dont deserve to do fun stuff because I'm fat.

After the summer I will star upper secondary school which means I'll be starting a new school. I know, big step, right? I figured that this is my chance to get a new start and walk to my new school looking as good as everyone else.

I have the drive for it. I want it so badly, it's just very hard to put the urge into motivation and actually do something about it. I've been pushing it forward all the time. "I can walk tomorrow" or "Well a little popcorn wont make any difference, now will it?" Truth is, it has.

Now I'm going to make a change. I registered here to get support and advice seeing as I can't talk to anyone else about this at home. My mom lost a lot of weight so she knows how hard it is etc. but all she keeps telling me is to eat less and excercise more. I know that's what I have to do but I need someone to support me and back me up and I think that's exactly what I can get out of this.

So, to start off this life changing adventure I have to take that big step and put myself on the scale. I dont want to but I know I cant live in the dark anymore. I need to get in realisation with how much I weight and how overboard this has gone.

Okay, enough with the rambling. I just wanted to make an introduction and even if it's a rather long one, I hope you'll read it and support me through this.
 
hiiya welcome!

i know what its like to want to loose weiight sooooo badly .. hope u get there :D we will stick by you x
 
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