I'd say estimated about 2 months..
Before then I didnt have a gym pass and thats when I was saying of how I'ed do that 1 hr work out video and eat a good 400 calorie breakfast, come home from school at 1pm eat lunch (can of soup ussually) and go to work 4-8pm and I'ed eat dinner there at 6pm-6:15pm which couldnt be what they serve there, considering it was retirement home food and its all FAT. but i usually made a big salad.
I cant really remember if I ate anything else or not..
But I was never constantly worrying about my weight, or how boring the day at the gym was going to be, or how long it was going to take.
I was energized and carefree, just letting it fall off as it went.
And now I've just become a complete freak about it.
I dont have support.
My whole life my mothers been the "Your fat, you need to loose weight"
But now I try to talk to others about it, but there arent many teens out there that gained over 300 lbs and are taking the time to loose it.
you know? Atleast they dont go online and talk about.
I guess Im just reading up on things and getting so many mixed messages.
One diet plan says no carbs,
next you need to kill yourself with excercise,
then another site tells you to eat all protein or excercise just 30 minutes a day at a slow pace.
I dont know what imformation to take in.
then I get the stories of how long it took everyone and I get depressed,
I mean it was my fault in the begining for making myself the way I am/was..
but as a young girl I'm just focusing and dreaming of that "amazing" body.
Its just sad to know that with the way the skin will be looking, that I wont accomplish that.
and I am sorry for my stupidity
I have amazing self control, no sweets, soda, fastfood and I drink nothing but crystal light with breakfast and water.
I excercise 7 days a week, 1hr after school and go to work right after my work out.
Workout = 1hr running usually.
More imformation if your interrested:
My Breakfast:
160calories worth of Special K original
8oz glass of 5calorie crystal light lemonade drinkage
and one Large Red Delicious apple
My Lunch:
120 calorie can of soup
OR
120 calories worth of Whey protein
OR
another red Delicious w/veggies
(Keep in mind its not and, and... OR as in 120 the most) <--thats my problem I believe
By the time I go to the gym I burn off wat the machines claim (900calories) and I only consumed about 400 calories in food intake.
My Dinner everynight:
Salad:
Lettuce, 1lrg cut up Green Pepper, 1/2cup onion, 1whole Tomato. No dressing.
I need help O.O