I'm tired of carrying the weight around. I turned 50 in june and I want to get healthy and feel better about myself. but I just have not been able to get a grip. I'm feeling desperate and I'm wanting to do the b-12 shots and diet pills just to get a jump start. It motivates me to watch thintervention and the biggest loser but it only lasts until the show goes off. i can't do it alone. i just can't. i feel so defeated.